I have decided to start a new thing. I found a random word generator and whatever word is picked, I'll use as the "basis" for each oneshot/chapter. Some will be longer than others. And some could possibly be only a few sentences.
Sound fun? I think so. The couple is Jalex, and yes, there will be incest. Don't like, don't read. Alright, here we go….
Disclaimer: I don't own Wizards of Waverly Place, no matter how bad I wish I did.
Morning
Every morning for the past few months, I have found myself waking up in Justin's bed, with his annoyingly cute face so close to mine. Sometimes his geeky, strong arms are wrapped around me, as if I may float away. And every morning for the past few months, I wake up with a smile on my face.
But inside I scream and yell at myself. Something that feels this right can't be so wrong, can it? I mean, we love each other anyway. What's the difference if we add kissing and other inconspicuous things to that list? Love is love, right? And nothing is wrong that… Right?
Justin and I have had this conversation many times over the last two years. Two years. It's been that long. It's been that right. We keep everything hidden away behind closed doors and secret encounters. In front of Mom and Dad, we fight constantly. But after a while of not being able to myself with him, I ache for him. For his incredibly smart mind. For his sweet love in the form of words. For his heartbeat under my head.
Every morning for the past few months, I have jumped out of that bed as fast as I can, pushing the wanting feeling of snuggling to the back of mind. I have given Justin a quick kiss as I exit the room into the eerie quite hallway, tiptoeing back to my room. And every morning for the past few months, as my bedroom door closes behind me, I let the tears fall. Knowing it will never be anything more than stolen moments and quite love hurts worse than you could ever imagine.