I miss you. I miss being able to hug you without reason. I miss the feeling of your arms wrapped around me, the heat of your body pressed against
mine. Giving me that sense of security that I had always needed. Now all that I am able to do is observe you from a distance and slowly realise that you aren't
mine anymore. Not mine to say baby' to. Not mine to say 'I love you' to anymore.
Every time your name pops up in a conversation, that fake smile lights up on my face pretending that everything is alright. While my heart sinks little by
little. That armour that I have made for myself to hide my true feelings. To keep up my image of an independent and strong young lady. But it seems like
wherever I go you pop up. I die a little inside each time.
The times during the day that I usually spend texting you are now empty blocks of time. Giving me time to install doubt and blame in my mind. Bringing
my self esteem down and destroying the little confidence I had. You lied. You told me you didn't trust them. Yet you decided to tell them instead of me and
you ignored me. Was I really so easily forgettable as you made me feel? You were the person I turned to when I was troubled. The person I trusted the most.
It's scary how close to me you were and now what a stranger you have become.
I should be able to get over it, but I can't. My friends tell me I can do so much better and that I deserve more. What if reality is just that you are actually
the one who deserves more. Am I really the one to blame? Was I not good enough? Or were you really just faking it from the start?
Now you're just that person I wish I never met.
Hey guys! This is a prologue of a story I have been thinking of writing.
I would like some opinions do you guys want to know what the story is about and how the ending is like?
I hope you guys enjoyed this prologue!
xoxo,
Helene