Too Far Gone

by mistress-cullen01

Bella is 21 years of age. To over come her loss of Edward she finds a likeing in drinking and partying OOC. But blacking out and smokeing and useing men...will Edward be pleased?...not every. Bella gets lemony R&R!

Too Far Gone:

Preface

POVB

If god did not want us to drink, then why do I have whiskey? If god did not want us to smoke, then why do I have a cigarette to my mouth wasting away my life? If god did not want us to fell pain, then why did he leave me in such a painful way? So painful that I am twenty-one years old and still dwelling on the fact that the only person I had ever loved had dumped me on my fuck'en ass. My name is Bella, I'm an drunk and I am addicted to cigarettes. I have been doing so since I was nineteen. It helped ease the pain…for a while. And I lost my virginity when I was nineteen as well. I smoked my first joint at twenty. And at twenty-one I got so fucked up I blacked out and wolk-up at Jacob Black's. Isn't life great?

A.N. ISN'T LIFE JUST FUCKEN GREAT? PLEASE READ MY STORY. Its is my first and will not be my last. Every Friday ill post more thanks loves lol :)