Prologue
"The marks humans leave are too often scars."
― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars
She left.
I should be sad. I should be crying over her grave. I should be crying days and nights for her to come back.
But I'm not.
No I'm just upset. Upset that she left me with him, that she didn't take me with her. She left without a word, a sign. She didn't even care about me or about what I was going to be. She just left me with those scars that I try every day to cover up with make –up. I'm pretty sure that she doesn't care if I die, or that she doesn't care if he kills me. It's going to happen soon anyways.
I shouldn't be doing this. I shouldn't be the one crying of pain right now, he should be! He should be crying because he's hurting me. He should be ashamed of himself, shouldn't be able to look at his reflection nor even be able to sleep at night. But I am. I'm the victim in all of this crap!
I take a last look of my stuff, ready to say goodbye to tis hell of life! Sighing, I go downstairs, open the front door and hear the man that I used to call dad snoring behind me. I try to not wake him up or else he's going to kill me, and I leave.
Even though it's raining, I know that my tears are the reason that my vision is blurred. I don't know where I'm going, or where I'm going to end. I thought that my pain was going to fade away if I'd ran away.
Man, I was wrong…
Hey people! So first of all…IM SOOOOOO SORRY! You guys don't know how I'm sorry!
It has been like what…a year since I last updated?! I know, I know: shame on me. But this year has been everything but easy for me. I lost some people in my family and I had second session exam (yeah we have that here in Belgium, don't ask - ') But anyways I missed you all! But now I promise it's gonna be different! Well…At least I'll try!
Anyways, this story just came to me while I was cleaning my room this morning. I thought about it and I was like "Why the heck not!?" So yeah…
So this is COMPLETELY different from my others fanfic but I just hope that you guys are gonna like it! Until then,
PEACE OUT HOME DAWG!
(hehe Fred fan right here!)