This is a sequel to You Will Never See Her Scared. If you haven't read that one and want to read this one I suggest you read the other one first as it will make more sense. This is about how Kensi gets her life back on track and moves on after the accident. This one won't be from a characters point of view this time.
In the ambulance you could clearly see how much damage Claremont had cause and not just physically. Kensi was shaking and kept blacking out. Deeks grabbed her hand and squeezed it tightly. A small tear ran down her check. Deeks wiped it up. "Kensi, you're safe now. I love you so much." A small smile curled at the corners of Kensi's lips. "I love you too." She said just before she blacked out again.
Deeks just sat there holding on to Kensi's hand. He couldn't let her go again. But it wasn't long before they arrived at the hospital. Kensi went straight through and Deeks was left in the waiting room alone. Callen and Sam were en route but they were going to be ten minutes as they were picking up Julia. He sat down in one of the chair until the team arrived no doubt Nell, Eric and Hetty would be coming from the office. He sat there thinking of the time he asked Kensi to be his girlfriend.
They were sat on Kensi's couch with a couple of beers, watching America's Next Top Model. Deeks seemed distant so Kensi asked if he was alright. "Kensi, I love you. Always have. Umm Do you like me like that too? I mean it's ok if you don't cos… " Kensi cut off the rest of his sentence with a kiss. They pulled away for air."Deeks I like you that way you too." She said, a large smile covered her face. "What about the team?" Deeks asked. Kensi just shrugged and retorted "We won't tell them, see if we can balance personal and professional and same with Hetty, we balance for a few weeks and then tell her but right now it's just me and you, boyfriend." Deeks Smiled "I love it when you say that."
They sat there snuggled up on the couch until the early hours of the morning. It was then that Deeks realised Kensi had fallen asleep on his chest, wrapped in his arms. He smiled and pulled her tightly, he and Kensi were finally together and he was willing to do nothing to make it work between them. He loved her. He fell asleep on he couch happy.
They woke up the next day still entangled with one another. "Morning Sugarbear." Deeks said as Kensi woke up. "Morning Max." Kensi said smiled. "I need to nip home and change but I will come back with breakfast and coffee." Kensi nodded and sat up so Deeks could fetch her breakfast. Kensi headed for the bathroom and Deeks pecked her on the checkout before leaving.' I am so lucky.' Deeks thought to himself.
It wasn't long before Callen and Sam came in, closely followed by Nell, Eric and Hetty and Julia. They sat beside Deeks waiting for the doctor to come back with news. And no sooner had the rest of them arrived, the doctor came out, clipboard in hand. "Ms Blye's family?" he called. We all stood up with anticipation. "How is she doctor?" Julia asked. " She is stable and will be okay. She has a minor concussion, events of the last seventy-two hours are patchy, but that should come back. She has bruising on her ribs and a small laceration on her head from the crash along with some slightly severe cuts on her legs. In my personal opinion those weren't from the car crash. She was seriously malnourished and dehydrated, so we put her on fluids. She had some toxins in her system which lead me to believe that she was drugged. She is very weak, but as I said she will be fine and her memory should return." The doctor was very though with the diagnosis. "Thank you doctor, when can we see her?" asked Hetty. "She is awake, so you can see her now, but two at a time for the moment. In a little while you may all go in. Room 214." With that he turned and left. "Mr Deeks, you and Mrs Feldman should see her first."
Deeks and Julia headed down the corridor to room 214. He opened the door and Julia walked in first. Kensi was laid on the bed , staring out the window. "Hey pudding. How you feeling?" Julia said as she walked over to the bed. Kensi looked over to her. "Rough. But better than I was." Deeks walked over to Kensi and placed a kiss on her head being careful of her cuts and bruises. A smile spread across Kensi's face. "I missed you." He said. "I missed you too." Kensi replied. "I missed you more." Deeks said. Julia watched as they gazed into each others eyes. "Kensi. The other day you wanted to talk about something. I approve and so would your father." Julia told her. Deeks looked confused for a moment but soon understood they were talking about him. He was the what/who Kensi was referring to that night. "The other day?" She asked. "Yeah you have been in and out for a few hours. It's Thursday now."
Julia left so that everyone could come in but Deeks never left her side. After Julia left the team could go in all at the same time. Kensi was more stable and able to handle visitors. Eric and Nell stood by one side of the bed, Sam the other next to Deeks. Callen and Hetty were at the end of the bed. Deeks and Kensi's hands still intertwined. "So, when were you thinking about telling us all?" Callen smirked. "Well Hetty knew." Kensi said in defence. "Hetty knows everything." Eric replied. The room filled with laughter and nods of agreement. "Even the oreos in OPS Mr Beale." Eric turned a shade of red brighter than a tomato.
"We were scared on how you would react. You know being my big brothers and all. Plus Deeks was worried you would have words with him." Kensi explained. Deeks' head dropped down. "Oh we are still having words." Sam chided causing Deeks head dropped even further. A few hours later and it was time everyone headed home. They bid their goodbyes and Hetty had spoken with the doctor, allowing Deeks to stay with Kensi. "I love you Deeks." Kensi said before falling slowly to sleep.