Lost

I'm so lost…

Here you lay, motionless

In your bed

On your bedside lay four folded sheets of paper

One written to each of us,

But I can't even reach out to take it from my brother

I'm sobbing

While I'm being held by one of my mourning brothers,

I feel his tears on my shoulder

Another one of my brothers had stormed out of the room,

While my final brother is fighting back the tears

The frustration

Father, why did you have to die so sudden?

Leaving us behind,

Like a barren wasteland

Sensei, we will miss your teachings,

No matter how hard you made us work,

Or how hard you were on me as I goofed off

But in for the first time in my life,

I can't throw out a smile

A joke, or a prank

The shock is too much,

The pain throbbing in my heart is driving my sobs into overdrive,

I'm so lost

PLEASE REVIEW!

Hey…this is a poem in honor of my mom, who died yesterday (8/26/07).

My mom was a TMNT fan, and her fav turtle was Mikey, so this fic is in his POV. I want to remember all the good things about her, so, the Ninja Turtles are my best memories that I have of her.

Disclaimer: I don't own TMNT, they belong to mirage