What is love?
Love.
Love is a word of affection.
A word you are told
So you know you're worth something.
So you know you're cared about.
A word that makes you feel alive.
So why do I feel so dead?
They say love is forever.
Lie.
They say love lasts an eternity.
Lie.
That love can overcome anything.
Lie! Lie! Lie!
Eternal happiness...
All lies! They're all fucking lies! He said he loved me!
It brung happiness...
Yes but...it was only for a little while!
Love or happiness?
We were supposed to stay together! All his confession did was bring me grief after his death! Is that what love is for?!
Does being loved frighten you?
...yes.
Then why do you crave it so badly?
I...don't know...
You said he loved you. Does that mean after his death, his feelings for you ceased to exist?
I don't know...
Do you think he hates you?
I wouldn't blame him. He died and it was all my fault.
He welcomed death.
No he didn't.
He loved you.
No.
Loves.
He loves you.
If he loved me so much, why'd he leave me all alone?!
Why do you continue to say 'love' in past tense?
What...?
Would you prefer to have died?
What...?
If he lived, the third impact would have occured.
I know that.
Would you prefer to have died?
If it meant to end my miserable life, then yes.
Is that what he wanted?
...no.
Then why should you want it?
Because I don't deserve to live. But...I like to live.
He wanted you to enjoy life. So why don't do as he wished. Seeing as how he cared about you.
Yes. He loves me. That's why I'm alive. I love him. Thats why I'm alive.
I understand.
Thank you...
Kaworu Nagisa.