A.N: this is my first buffyverse story, so please bear with me.

Warning: this story contains major Slash, and sexual content, may also contain spanking in later chapters.

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Buffy or Angel characters; they belong to the ever so brilliant Joss and his team of Geniuses. (Although I am responsible, for any personality changes, age changes or resurrections, I also own any characters I add in later.)

Much love to my readers, and please review.

Chapter one: A Good Look At What I've Become.

The sounds of a little girl laughing filled the room, the joyous shrieks would put a smile on any face, "Uncle Xander, no, no tickle me, hehehe, stop please, Uncle Xan, stop!" Four and a half year old Menley Summers pleaded as her Mother's friend mercilessly tickled her tiny little slayer feet. Xander Harris smiled at the wriggling child in front of him, "alright Kido if I stop with the tickle fest, do ya promise to brush your teeth?" the man asked briefly stopping his attack on the little girl, "Huh, huh, do ya promise?" Xander asked giving Menley a playful poke in the ribs, "I pwomise Uncle Xan, I pwomise." Little Menley surrendered. Xander stopped tickling the Mini-Slayer, Menley jumped to her feet as soon as the tickling ceased and ran in the direction of the bathroom she shared with her Mother.

As normal as Menley seems, she is a very different and special little girl, you see Menley Joyce Summers, is the daughter of not just one but two slayers, Her birth had been prophesized centuries before her parents even existed, her birth would not have nearly as impossible if slayers weren't all women, so yes little Menley was a true miracle child. Her gifts are many, her dreams exiting, but her one wish was for her Mommy to be happy.

Twenty-Six year old Buffy Summers let out a soft sigh and put on a smile, walking towards the table where a group of collage boys sat waiting to be severed, when she arrived in front of the table her fake smile still in place. "Hello, and welcome to Bounty Burgers, my name is Buffy and I will be your waitress this evening" Buffy said giving the little speech that the manager insisted the entire wait staff used when greeting the customers.

One of the collage boys who must have been around twenty gave her a goofy smile "anything you'd suggests?" he asked, his voice flirtatious, Buffy tried to keep her smile intact as she answered "we are a burger joint, so I'm going to suggest you get a burger" Buffy replied trying to keep the annoyance out of her voice, "okay no need to be so rude about it, I was just asking your opinion, gorgeous!" the blond collage boy replied a smirk on his face, "look would you order already, I need to get home, before it gets to late, or my daughter will never go to sleep" Buffy snapped, annoyed by the young mans flirting, hoping that the mention of her daughter would detour him.

"You got a kid?" one of the other boys asked, "aren't you a bit young for that?" another asked, "Okay, listen up, I'm not interested alright, for one thing, I'm older then the lot of you, for another I'm a single mother, oh and I also happen to be gay, so why don't you just order your meals and LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, got it?" the slayer screamed having gone into full rant mode. The group of collage boys look at the gorgeous blond waitress in front of them, her face flushed red with anger, a murderous look clear on her once sweet features.

During Buffy's rant a short, rat like man had come out from the back office, a look of shock lit up his face, "Miss Summers, what on earth do you think your doing?" the short man squeaked out, "we here at Bounty Burgers, do not talk to our costumers like that, I am completely appalled by your behavior" her rat faced manger scolded "I'm sorry Miss Summers, but I am going to have to let you go" a flustered Mr.Marcles told his young waitress, the turned to the group of collage boys and said, "I'm so sorry about that, your meals will be on the house, of course" he assured his young customers.

The slayer glared at her now ex boss and turned, ripping of her apron and stormed out the front door, extremely pissed at the nights events, while trying desperately hard not to break down and cry.

Stomping angrily through the grave yard, staking any vampire who dared get in her way, this slayer was pissed, messing with her would not be a good idea.

Walking through the dark streets, Buffy tried to calm herself down a little, not wanting her daughter to see her this way. By the time she reached home, she was feeling a lot calmer, hearing the sounds of laughter coming from inside helped put a smile on her face.

"Mommy, Mommy, Your home, When did you get home Mommy?" shouted little Menley excitedly, "Yeah, when did you get home Mommy?" teased Xander smile at the woman he considered a sister. "Oh, shush Xander, Menley baby, I only just got here, but look at the time Sweet-Pea" Buffy answered smiling at her young daughter, "its bed time bubs" the woman said giving her friend a wink. "but Mommy I don't wanna go sleep yet, I'm not tie-erd" the Little slayer wined giving a big yawn. "come on baby-slayer, bed time missy" the older slayer commanded scooping up her half asleep daughter and moving her towards her bedroom. Buffy heard Xander leaving as she tucked Menley into bed.

Moving into the living room, Buffy noticed that Xander had poured her a glass of wine before leaving, grabbing the glass, and downing it in a single gulp, Buffy took the bottle with her and collapsed onto her bed, thinking.

Her friends had made lives for themselves; Fallen in love, started families, Dawn was even away in England enjoying collage. But Buffy, Hadn't found someone, no she was a single mother with a drinking problem, she no longer had a job, and soon she and her daughter wouldn't even have a place to live. Buffy felt the tears begin to fall; she lay there crying, and wondering what had become of Faith.

A.N: so there you have it, the first chapter, please review and let me know if I should continue or not. Please, Please.