I do not own any of the characters but I wish I did...Stephanie Meyer owns them all, I just own the plotline :( Enjoy!
He left me. numbness filled every part of my body as I stare outside my window. It was raining, typical for Forks Washington. My eyes could see everything that was going on around me but my mind couldn't comprehend anything anymore. I was a shell of the girl I used to be. The girl I used to be before E-he left me, telling me I wasn't good for him, that I was just a distraction to him, that I would forget about him in time, but how do you forget someone who gave you so much to remember?
I look at the clock on my nightstand, the bright red letters lighting up my dimly lit room. 7:05 AM. I walk slowly down stairs knowing I have to face Charlie sooner or later.
"Hey bells?" Charlie says as soon as I hit the floor of the living room. I knew this conversation, no this lecture was coming, but I just didn't know when.
"yeah dad?" I said walking towards the kitchen, dreading every step I took knowing I was getting closer and closer to the end of my stay here, you see charlie has a girlfriend, well fiancee, Sue. Her husband died 4 years ago. She moved on and fell in love with my father and now there moving to the Res together.
"Bella I think it is time to move on from Edward, I mean you're 22 years old Kiddo, I hate to say this but Isabella Swan you leave me no choice, you have a week." He stated turning around grabbing his gun off the table and leaving for work.
I should have known this was coming. I have 1 week. 7 days. that is not a lot of time. not at all, but where am I going to go. I can't stay in Forks, it will just give me false hope that he will come back. 'Bella why are you thinking he is coming back when you know as well as everybody in Forks that they arn't. He never really loved you. You two were never soul mates because if you were he wouldn't have left. It is time to move on.' The voices inside my head said to me. That seemed to snap something inside of me. I finally realised that I couldn't and wouldn't let him control my life any longer, for gods sake I am 22 years old!
I went to the closet in the hallway and grabbed the biggest suitcase I could find. I went back to my room and packed all my clothes and everything else I wanted and needed to take with me. After I was finished I went to go leave my room. I turned around at my door and looked back, it finally dawned on me that It was the last time I would see this room, the last time I would close this door , and the last time I would walk out of my house, because after I left this house I would never be coming back.
Looking around the empty room brought back so many memories, not only the ones of him and I but ones of my childhood, ones of me reading at my desk the summers I would come to visit Charlie. It was saddening, but at the same time I knew I had to suck it up. I then close my door not wanting to think of any of the memories longer than I had to. I rush to the kitchen as fast as I could without tripping down the stairs. I grab a peice of paper and a pen and sit down. I need to write Charlie a farewell. That is the least he deserves. I pick up the pen and blindly start writing.
Dear Charlie,
Thank you so much for all you have done for me. You were the best father I could have ever asked for. I know this is cowardish writing you a letter instead of telling you goodbye face to face but I believe this is the easier way. Again thank you for everything, I will never forget you daddy.
Love you,
Bells
After I wrote the letter I rushed out of the house. I couldn't be here anymore for the fear that I wouldn't be able to leave. I put all my things in my truck, and as quickly as I could push my old truck to go I drive. I drive for about 45 minutes before I finally see the sign "you are leaving Forks" Relief washes over me.
"Goodbye Edward." I said smiling, finally able to say his name out loud for the first time in 4 years. 4 years of being afraid to face the facts that he is gone. 4 years to late. I finally come to know Edward Cullen never loved me. I was merely a distraction for him. He wasn't in love with me, He was in love with the fact that I smelled almost irresistible to him, and the fact that he couldn't read my mind. I wouldn't be surprised if he was doing the same thing to another girl somewhere. I wonder how many other girls he had fooled, how many he had tricked into thinking he loved them, and after he got bored he left them.
All the sadness I have felt for the past 4 long years was gone. Now it was replaced with Anger. I wanted to make Edward feel the way he made me feel, and right at that moment I figured out where I was going to go.
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