Hi guys ^^...I put my other story (Suddenly Obsessive...a Sasunaru) on hold because I really wanna write this one..like i said i'm not a writer, but I daydream a lot. So I just apply the characters that fit my daydreams and wa lah...lol..well its a lil more than that..but no need to explain it all...
This is just a preview...i will release a longer version after school is up which is in 2 weeks..I hope some people like it...i have a lot of this story already written and i love the direction i wanna take it, but if you have any suggestions please let me know. I know there are so many akuroku stories, but i hope my story stands out just a little..*_*
so for now enjoy the preview of Enabled.
"I gotcha something I know you're gonna love, Roxy...Here, smell."
"Smells different than the last time. What kind is it?"
"Kiwi."
"Mmhh. Exotic." I smirk at Roxas's reaction and kiss his forehead before massaging the sweet-scented shampoo into his hair.
"I even have a conditioner that almost smells exactly like it. I might even let you take it. Who knows the next time you'll be able to use it if I don't. Or should I keep it...to make you come back faster?"
"C'mon Ax..."
"No, you c'mon Roxy. You know you love when I wash your hair."
"Funny, but no. You love when you wash my hair. You really get off to it, don't you?"
"I so do. I love washing your hair, but I hate how much I don't get to. You never condition it. That's why it's so coarse.. If only I could do it all the time. Be around you all the time."
Roxas looks up at me after I wipe the suds from his face with a damp washcloth. His eyes search mine to see what I really feel. I offer a small smile when a look of guilt forms across his face. A sadder expression forms when he realizes that my small smile is forced.
"I'm sorry." he says.
Nothing comes to me. I can't speak and all I can think about is how warm the water shooting from the nearest shower head running down my back feels, how cool the neglected front of my body feels, and how comfortable being here with Roxas feels. I love showering with Roxas, but I hate how infrequent it is. This is the only time Roxas sees me naked. Sees me vulnerable. Sees me hating what's gonna happen next. I'm pretty sure this is all shown on my face.
"You know I wanna stay, Axel! I do!..But...but if they find out..I can't, I can't. I'm sorry, I would do anyth-"
"Stop it, Roxy." See. I hate it. I can't bear to hear everything he has to say because I already know. I already understand. And now...I just wanna enjoy our time together. I love Roxas, but I hate when this day comes. The day he leaves. Roxas takes one of my hands into one of his and looks up into my eyes again. His expression remains sad, but there's a glint of something else in his eyes.
"I love you Axel, I love you a lot and you know that."
I gently grip the back of Roxas's neck and press our wet foreheads together, never breaking the stare.
"Yea, I do."
