Blaze sat motionless on his bed, his wings stretched out behind him.
The darkness creeping over him. His chocolate brown eyes shook as he
thought of how he was going to do it. how he was going to take his own
life. Only the moonlight, glinting off the sword he held, was lighting the
room. He didn't have to worry about his family catching him. They were
away on vacation and they wouldn't have a clue of what was going on until
it was to late. He planned it well, they would come home to a rotting pile
of flesh and this time they wouldn't be able to save him.
He lifted the blade up into full light, creating an eerie glow on his
face. He smiled happily as he lifted his right hand up. He held the
weapon and his wrist above his head, just high enough so that the moonlight
from his window caught it. His eyes continue to shake as if he were
afraid.
He ran the blade against his wrist, just managing to cut it. He had
hit the vein all right, he could tell by the sudden shock of pain. The
blood trickled down his arm and dripped onto his bed. Blaze had held his
eyes closed up to this point. He couldn't really stand blood, though he
had never told anyone that. He opened, his still shaking, eyes and glanced
at his wrist which was bleeding uncontrollably.
He moved his wrist higher so that the blood dripped onto his face.
The red fluid ran down his cheeks and over his lips. He licked his lips,
tasting his own blood in his mouth. Things around him began to blur.
They don't care. Or do they? They won't know. Or will they? It doesn't hurt much. Or am I lying to myself? They'll say he didn't feel the pain. Or will they say I cried? I will miss them. Or maybe I won't? I'll see them again. Or will I? Is this the end.? Blaze felt his body become too heavy for him. He began to sway from side to side with uneasiness lurking in his stomach. Everything around his was spinning, his head hurt and he could feel his heart and lungs throb from inside. His pure white wings had begun to turn black. It was truly the end..
Finally I can rest.
I'm sorry everyone.
He hit the bed hard, but he couldn't feel it. It was over, nothing was left for him. Not even life itself. Imagine.a small boy lying on his bed covered in his own blood, his wings laying crumpled underneath him, a few tears streaking his pain-filled face. Think about it. he didn't. Now he can't come back. Bye for now Blaze. We'll find a way to bring you back.Hopefully
Don't cry for me. It'll make me feel pain.
Author's notes: !_! Wahhhhh.that was so sad.yeah right. This is normal writing for me. So R&R.tell me if it was any good. I might put his family's p.o.v. by the way his dad is Zelgadiss, his mom is Amelia and his sisters' name is Aqua. Tell me if I should. ~Meg P.S. I wrote this because the day before I wrote this my friends were being real bastards.namely the three I was 'hanging' out with.
They don't care. Or do they? They won't know. Or will they? It doesn't hurt much. Or am I lying to myself? They'll say he didn't feel the pain. Or will they say I cried? I will miss them. Or maybe I won't? I'll see them again. Or will I? Is this the end.? Blaze felt his body become too heavy for him. He began to sway from side to side with uneasiness lurking in his stomach. Everything around his was spinning, his head hurt and he could feel his heart and lungs throb from inside. His pure white wings had begun to turn black. It was truly the end..
Finally I can rest.
I'm sorry everyone.
He hit the bed hard, but he couldn't feel it. It was over, nothing was left for him. Not even life itself. Imagine.a small boy lying on his bed covered in his own blood, his wings laying crumpled underneath him, a few tears streaking his pain-filled face. Think about it. he didn't. Now he can't come back. Bye for now Blaze. We'll find a way to bring you back.Hopefully
Don't cry for me. It'll make me feel pain.
Author's notes: !_! Wahhhhh.that was so sad.yeah right. This is normal writing for me. So R&R.tell me if it was any good. I might put his family's p.o.v. by the way his dad is Zelgadiss, his mom is Amelia and his sisters' name is Aqua. Tell me if I should. ~Meg P.S. I wrote this because the day before I wrote this my friends were being real bastards.namely the three I was 'hanging' out with.