They say when you first fall in love you feel butterflies in your stomach, that person is the last person you think off before you go to bed and first person you think off when you wake up in the morning, and that was how Juvia felt, gray-sama had been the one to save her from the darkness and hollowness that followed her before, she adored him. No she loved him and throughout those six months of them living together she assumed things were working out between them but one day out the blue he left her, just like everyone Juvia loved did, she should've of noticed the signs, how he would go missing for a while and come back, maybe this was his way of telling her he didn't like her or he wanted to get away from her.

Six months. That's how long she spent in her own pain and rain wondering when her gray-sama would come home. Six month it took for Lucy and Natsu to find her. Six month it took for gray to come home. Six month it took for her to hide all the pain and anguish and hug and welcome her gray-sama . She held everything in , everyday since hed come back she felt her heart breaking. Not once did he apologise, not once did he explain his action, not once did he ask if she was okay, but yet why would he when she gave him smiles and masked her pain and unhappiness. Little did she know there was so much she could take...

After two months of her gray-sama coming back, she acted out her day as she normally did , got up, exercised, made breakfast for gray-sama and herself and reside to her room, ignoring gray-sama, which he'd ignore and go out all day doing whatever and coming home to eat breakfast, leave again and come back at night . but today was different. Today she was to leave and meet Lucy , today was the day she left her gray-sama today was the day she'd never look back and finally move on for this pain and anguish that had brought her down over these past month .

Packing her bag she looked around the room, where smiles , cry , happiness and sadness took place. Taking a deep breath she opened the door and left without looking back.

Goodbye graysama she told herself . And thus her pain was gone .

Or was it

They say it's easier to let things out than keep it in

Could she tell gray one day how she felt.

coukd she move on without graysama in her life

did she think she could move on without knowing why gray left in the first place ?