Ok friends. This is a story in which Will and Lou are living together in the annex, after Will decided not to go to Dignitas after all. This is how they start their life together, in love, always, as they are supposed to be. Two chapters. The first with Lou's point of view and the second with Will's point of view respectively. I love them. Hope you like it!

Louisa

We are here. I can't believe we did it. I can't believe he won't go to Switzerland. He doesn't want to anymore. Because of me …. Oh how much I love him! And he loves me too. I can hear him laughing with Nathan as they are about to finish their physio. I love his laugh. And now as I'm making tea in the kitchen and smiling like a little girl I can't stop thinking: "God I am so lucky he didn't do it. What would I have done without him? He is the only thing that makes me want to live". Even sometimes I can still see by the look on his face that his condition after the accident is still something very hard to come to terms with, I can also see his face lighten up when he looks at me. He is not bitter anymore. His disability is something hard for him but not something for which he would want to end his life. Not anymore. And that's all I need to know. He smiles, I smile. He lives, I live. And as I am lost in my thoughts I can hear him calling me:

"Clark, you seem distracted. I've called your name twice. Nathan, I think my girl over here is not as chatty as always. That's different"

"Oh you can mock mister but you love chatty me"

"Yes, yes I do" he says to me smiling and looking at me full of love with his beautiful eyes. I look at him in the same way.

"Ok and how was the physio guys?

"Well Mr. T over here is very cooperative Lou. He is my favorite, even when he snipes at me"

"Well, glad to know you like your patients sniping at you"

"Well, you are my friend too… so I think I could live with a little sniping"

"Okay guys I have made some tea and snacks. Come on"

"Sorry guys but I have to go. I have many rounds today. Busy day with patients. I'll stay tomorrow though"

"Ok then see you tomorrow Nathan" I say when he tells both of us:

"Will, Lou, don't forget about the 10 o'clock medication dose" and before I speak Will answers:

"Don't worry mate. I'm in very good hands" Will says as he looks at me smiling

Nathan smiles and then he leaves: "Bye you two"

"Bye Nathan"

"See you tomorrow mate"

Now here we are alone as Will stares at me smiling: "And what do you say? Can we have these tea and snacks you've made along with a good movie? It's pouring outside so … What do you say Clark? Will you watch a movie with me?"

"Well yes… Of course I will" and I kiss his lips and I hear him say with his beautiful, sarcastic tone in his voice: "Well who would have known? Louisa Clark looking forward to watch a movie with subtitles"

"Well yes I love these films now, but it's also the person I'm watching the movie with that makes it even better" he smiles at me and says : "Come here" I sit on his lap and I press my lips to his

"You make me happy Louisa Clark"

"And that makes me happy Will Traynor"

"I love you Clark"

"I love you too. Very much"

As we keep staring each other for a while I say:

"Okay you ….. I'll bring tea and snacks for us and let's start the movie. What should we see?"

"I was thinking our first movie together. It's been a while. " I smile at him and say:

"Des hommes et des dieux it is. I loved that movie that day"

"Yeah Clark, me too"

I see him smiling pleased and happy at me. And now we are watching the movie, side by side, me sitting next to him on the couch, holding his hand, feeling his warmth, together. But there's something there. Just for a little while. In his look. He was distracted. I know him too well not to notice it. I know every look on his face. I can read him. As he can read me too and as he knows when something is bothering me. Something is bothering him and I have to find out what it is.