A/N: Sorry for disappointing you guys…
About the grammatical errors, I mean, in my Confessions fic…
But anyway, I just hope that you like this one…It's a poem (or maybe not exactly one, maybe it's just pure drabble) by Hinata dedicated to the one and only love of her life…
Yep, you guessed it…
Naruto Uzumaki…
I hope that I won't further disappoint you…
This is set before the Shippuden…
But please do understand that I haven't watched Shippuden that much and this poem (or whatever) is also based from my feelings and own experiences…
Please enjoy!
Start: April 21, 2008 9:50 pm
End: April 22, 2008 7:00 am
YOU CAME BACK
You came back.
After all those long years of waiting,
You finally came back.
You've grown much taller,
And your face held signs of maturity.
Surely, you've gotten your self much stronger.
But nonetheless, you came back.
You came back.
There are no words that can tell how much your coming back means to me.
There are no words that can explain how I truly felt that time when I saw your face when you finally came back.
There are no words that can express my heartfelt gratitude towards the heavens of you finally coming back.
Still, I can say that I'm happy that you're back.
You're back.
But why is it that everything seemed to have changed between us?
It's like I'm a stranger to you.
You don't know me,
But I certainly do know you.
You're not a stranger to me.
But why is it that every time I glance your way, I can feel my head turning the opposite way?
Why is it that every time I try to look straight into your eyes, all I meet are another person's eyes, which certainly does not belong to the eyes that I know you have?
But even so, I'm glad that you came back.
But it hurts me so, that not even a glance did you spare in my way.
Don't you really know who I am?
Don't you remember me from your past?
Or you're just pretending to ignore me and make me suffer to look at you once again from afar?
Or maybe, I just never existed in your life.
I mean nothing to you even if you mean the world to me.
I want you to know that even if I'm not in your life,
You'll always be in mine, always a part of me.
Why can't it just be you and me?
I'm glad that you came back.
But I can't bask in that gladness when there are other people surrounding you.
Who am I anyway to push them away from you?
But all in all, I'm still glad that you came back.
Time passes by so quickly.
And now, you're going to leave again.
You're going to leave me behind.
You don't know how much pain, sadness, and suffering I must bear and endure when you're gone.
Why do you have to leave again?
Why do you have to leave me behind?
I can't look at you…
You don't look at me…
I can't speak to you…
You'll never speak to me…
I've changed so much,
And so did you…
But that doesn't mean we have to pretend…
Right?
Now that you're gone again,
I hope that you'll come back sooner than later…
And when you come back,
I wish that I can look at you straight in the eyes, and you'll look at me too.
We'll both hold gaze a little bit longer
And then I'll smile…
You'll smile for me too….
And if you come back,
I wish that I can speak to you and tell you what I truly feel, and you'll tell me what you truly feel, too.
We'll both talk and talk,
And finally, we'll share our own laughter.
Please come back.
I don't want to fell any pain, sadness, and suffering.
I don't want to dream of you and me apart.
I want our hands to be linked together…
Forever…
Please do…
Please come back…
And if finally you'll come back,
I'll have my courage then.
You'll come back…
To me…
And for me…