Hello fellow readers! Its been a while since a written or typed a story, so... bear with me. *sigh* Anyways I'll stop babbling and tell the story. Enjoy. (^=_=^)
A/N: Warning this is a slash fic , BL, yaoi whatever story. Meaning boy on boy, so if you don't like DON'T READ!
I do not own the characters that they'd originated from, The Immortal Instruments Series. ALL CREDIT GOES TO CASSANDRA CLARE.
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'Liking someone, no, more like loving someone isn't easy.' Thought the night-shaded haired boy. He stares at the ceiling whispering out a name silently to himself. His voice was soft as velvet.
"Jace . . . Jace . . . Jace, please open your eyes and notice that . . ." 'I love you.' He completed desperately in his head. Saying " I love you," even in to himself, was hard. And it is. His love for Jace all started when the golden haired boy joined the Lightwood's family. Jace was ten-years-old when he joined them. Alec was eleven then. Alec fell for him over the seven years they know each other. Izzy or her formal name Isabelle, Alec's little sister, supported him all she can, and he's happy for that.
The two things that stand in his way for loving Jace: is one, the fear of Jace being disgusted by Alec's feeling for him or rejecting him and not even maintaining a brotherly relationship or friendship that they have. The second, which makes his stomach clench, is the old dicks of the Clave would somehow, someway find out about the forbidden relationship. Damn their old ways and their homophobia.
A desperate sigh escapes Alec's pale, thin lips. 'Why you Jace? Why you?' He repeated with a heavy heart. He closed his eyes from boredom. The teen could hear and see the other Shadowhunter calling out his name. Softly and lovely like a cherished lullaby. Alec felt whole body tensed. A shiver of heat devoured and claimed his body. He felt pressure on his hips. As if someone was straddling him.
His legs spread out as if they had a mind of their own. Jace's lips were at Alec's ear. His hot breath made the older teen tingle with indescribable bliss and pleasure. ' His voice is like the nectar of Angel Raziel,' thought the bottom.
"Aww, Alec you naughty boy," Jace chuckled huskily. Then he smiles ear to ear like a sinister demons they hunt. "Oh, look, you are finally getting a bo-"
A hard, loud knock snapped Alec out of his fantasy. His bedroom door opened. A boy with angelic golden bronze tinted hair walked in and smiled at his childhood friend. Jace. Alec's heart races like it was charging up into the speed of light. But it pulsed faster than ever remembering his fantasy about Jace and his lustrous smile of his. The older teen quickly grabbed a pillow to hide his throbbing boner.
" Hey Alec! Hello! I've been trying to call you, like, a hundreds times! You didn't answer. So I came to you. Its always exciting to do the rude thing when it is needed." Jace's nose wrinkled. " Dude, I think that you should open a window; because it stinks of . . . Hey . . . you are alright? You look kinda pale, even for you." He looked at his friend worriedly. It was true that Alec went pale for the moment. He didn't know that his excitement would be that noticeable. He hastily gathered himself and put on his usual cool and collective face. Putting on the act was enough for his worried fellow comrade.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Why wouldn't I be?" Alec replied with a malicious smirk and a glare to match. With the excretion now gone. Sadly. The black haired Shadowhunter felt comfortable to move about. Without hesitation he got off his squeaky bed. He kept reminding himself not to think of his fantasy of the boy standing in front of him. Well . . . not when he is around.
"You just looked pale when I came in, for a second. But I guess if you say that you're fine, you are fine. Well, anyway, the reason I came here was because I wanted to ask you about something." Jace said coolly. Alec's heart was in his stomach. Hope fluttered inside him like a thousands of humming birds wings. His yearning for his childhood friend grew, which made him equally tense. Fighting his urges, he response calmly. Almost forgetting that his crush was within touching distance. Which made his urges more potent.
"Sure, anything for you . . . bro," he added quickly.
'Keep your cool, Alec. KEEP. YOUR. COOL.' He thought repeatedly to himself.
" Great! So I was wondering, umm . . . would you like to go to dinner with me?" Jace shrugged. " You don't have to if you don't want to. If you don't want to, it's cool. I could always ask Clar-"
" No! I mean, I'd love to go dinner with you. Is it just going to be just me and you?" 'Please say that it's just going to be me and you. Then you can see how I'm desperately in love with you! Then you'll love me! Not as your friend nor your brother or comrade in battle. But as your lover. Just fall for me, please.' Alec thought dreamily. Rethinking his earlier remark, he realized how bad the love-bug have bitten him. Jace smiled kindly.
" Yup, it's just going to be you and me! We hardly spend anytime together nowadays. So, I'll met you down in front of the Institute. Oh, don't make me wait for you or I will just leave you here. And make you guess where I went." He grined devilishly. It will make you wonder how can an angelic face forge such a dark expression. He exited the room. Alec felt light and bashful as a teenaged girl being ask to senior prom from the most popular and hottest guy in the school. He wondered what should he wear. After a long thought, he played it simple. A v-neck black t-shirt and dark denim jeans. Then for personality, a black leather jacket that screams " Don't fuck with me unless you're asking for your death wish! "
The teen looked out the window to Jace to see if he was waiting for him, and he was. In the window, Alec saw his reflection. The reflection smiled back like a helpless, love-sick girl, but he didn't care. He hurried to meet with Jace. Along the way, Alec saw Church near the library entrance. He couldn't help but ask Church if Jace was still outside and Church confirmed with a meow. Alec thanked the cat and walked towards the witchlight lit hallway to the elevator. Once downstairs, his mental guard was up before he met with Jace. His earlier fantasy crept upon his mind. 'If I get lucky,' he thought doubtfully but with glee. He didn't care if a hot make-out section, sex, or dinner came first. Or he just become his fuck buddy. As long as he was with Jace, he was truly happy.
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" ALEC! I'M WAITING! I'll leave without you! I'm just warning you." Jace yelled just to tease Alec. He was never the type of person to do that. (Not even as a joke) He isn't like Valentine, no defiantly isn't like his adoptive father. He hope that Alec knew that. Jace also knew that Alec liked him but to what extent? Did Alec just admire him or was he in love with him? " Oh, Alec you should know I am not that stupid to notice." Jace had to admit that he liked Alec. His liking of him was like a blooming primrose. The cocky teen wanted to give it a chance, and hey, he was open minded and honestly curious.
" I'm sorry that I made you wait! " Jace snaps out of his thoughts as soon as Alec approached him. He noticed Alec changed his clothes. He loves the outfit he's wearing. The older Shadowhunter blushed deeply when he caught Jace eying him up and down. ' So, maybe this is my dream date with Jace! ' He thought confidently.
" Nah, it's cool." Jace ruffled the other boy's hair. He sets his eyes towards the sunset horizon. Dark pinks turn to blues, then the night had the shade purple. Seconds after, the night was black as raven feathers. Within seconds the building and skyscrapers of New York City illuminates the starless night sky. " Besides, this is just what we needed. The darkness of night. We're going to ride the vampire motorcycle. And prove to you that they can fly."
He whistled wickedly, glancing at Alec and saw his confused expression. 'Aww, isn't that cute,' the dumbfounded Shadowhunter was about speak but roaring snarls cut him off. A dark, roaring figure glided through the starless night. Alec instantly had his angelic blades in his hands. He stood protectively next to Jace. When he was about to launch an attack at the thing, when Jace hastily grabs Alec's hand. Alec looks at his friend and sees him and laughing at him. The younger Shadowhunter pulls the older one closer to him and leans to his ear; to talk over the roaring racket. Alec's overwhelming desire shot up like wild fire, ( A/N: Sorry i just have to say this, and totally of topic. Everyone is overwhelmed, why can't just anyone just be whelm? If you know this quote, leave a review telling me who said it, and have a cookie big as your face. Now on with the story!) but also totally lost too.
" It's alright," Jace said soothingly with a chuckle and then he continued. "It's just a vamp motorcycle, see? " He points at the approaching figure. ' Motorcycle? Where's the other?' Alec thought. Jace let go of his hand then walked the short distance to the yielding bike. He mounted the bike and cocked his head that said, "Come on," or " What are you waiting for? An invitation? " The eighteen-year-old still didn't get the hint, his mind was in a bit of a haze. With a deep sigh, Jace patted the empty seat of the bike behind him. " Come on, Alec. We have to make it on time before the reservations are taken. " Alec obeyed.
With a gulp, the boy finally swings his leg over the bike and wraps his arms around the other's waist. Alec's body tensed. He fought the wonderful but terrible urges to slide his hands up Jace's shirt and explore his upper body, his abs and below. " Hold on! "Jace said as the launched into the night. Alec held on tight as they soar through the sky. Their bodies fitting together as if they were the last two pieces of the puzzle. He notices how high they were. Slightly afraid of heights, he tightened his hold on Jace. Being the good friend he was, Jace glanced to see what the problem is. Gracefully, he reassuringly pats the frightened boy's arm. The boy took comfort and laid his head on the other's shoulder and scoots in closer to him. Their bodies are now completely touching one another.
Jace pretended that he didn't acknowledge Alec's comfort and adornment towards him. He admits that he liked the boy's affection. " Hey, Alec look," he yelled over the roaring of the engine. The black haired boy slowly opened his eyes to what Jace wanted to show him. He was in awe. They were over the Brooklyn bridge, but that's not what amazed them. The lights of New York were a sight to see at night. (A/N: I should know, I've been there lots of times.) The lights of Time Square were the city's personal nova star. There were so many colors that called out your attention. Not even the cold mid-October nights could take away from the beauty of the city lights. ' I lived here since l was ten, but how could l miss the beauty of the city lights.' Alec wondered in amazement.
" It's . . . it's amazing! " Alec gleamed.
" lt sure is," Jace agreed. He lead the vamp-cycle towards an alley. " We're going to park in the alley so no mundane would notice the bike. lt might be a bumpy landing , so hold on." As the descend to the alley, the glamour rune wore off. The landing was descent enough. Jace cut off the bike, then he mumbles something that Alec missed. Suddenly, the bike disappeared. Without the Sight, no mundane would see it. They walked the crowded blocks of city, until the dirty blonde haired boy stopped in his tracks. Alec looked at the building in front of them. Both of the boys entered the building, a soft elegant music of Claude De Beussy and other infamous, classical composers welcomed them. The place was fancy as hell, Alec observed. A crystal chandelier hung above them in the center of the buildings replica of the sixtieth Chapel. Then the ceiling spontaneously changed into the Celestial stars of the world. ' Possibly a warlock's doing.' Alec thought with a sigh. Magnus Bane popped into his mind. With mixed emotions, he shooed away the thought.
A hostess approached the Shadowhunters. She was a werewolf and also bored. "Welcome to Point Zero. Do you have a reserva-" she looked up and saw Jace and smiled brilliantly. " Oh, Jace! We saved you the best tables for tonight! Would you like the mundane section or the V.I.P (Downworlders and Shadowhunters) section? " She said professionally but her face deceived her by her flirtation with Jace. Alec couldn't blame her, but his cool blue eyes turned to ice with his usual expression he would give anyone he didn't know or like. Jace paid no attention to the hostess's attempt to flirt. Which made his friend very happy.
" Table for two at the V.I.P section, please. We would love a booth, it that isn't too much trouble." Jace said nonchalantly. Hurt, the werewolf hostess gestured the Shadowhunters to follow her. They sat at the back booth of the restaurant. A male waiter served them their drinks and took their orders, then bowed and went to the kitchen. The two Shadowhunter talked about their day while they were served their food. When they finished, the boys got up and left a the payment of the table. The ride home to the Institute was silent, but it was the comfortable silence. Once in Alec's room, they walk to the window. (Which is right next to the bed. It is only 10 pm? The night is still young!) They stood shoulder-to-shoulder gazing upon the moon and the up-coming stars.
Dim moonlight irradiated the room. lt was a full moon tonight, and big with a faint shade of yellow. "lts a beautiful night tonight, isn't?" Alec smiles as he turns to his head to face Jace. Jace was staring at Alec. The boy responsed by blushing a brilliant scarlet red, visible in the moonlight. Their eyes met and then locked to each other automatically.
" It is," Jace replied. He left his hands to Alec's flustered cheeks. As soon as they touched, a surge of molting hot heat flowed through his face and his whole body. Alec knew then that Jace wasn't commenting the moon or the night. He saw Jace's eyes shine with passionate desire for him, but something flickered a very quick moment that wasn't Jace at all. His eyes grew a dark golden bronze. It disappeared before it became a concern. With their desires now out there, Alec was held in suspense for a kiss. ' Kiss me,' he thought helplessly.
As if Jace read his mind, he lead in an inch closer to Alec's soft, thin lips. Alec couldn't bear the short distances between them. So he ran on instinct. He closes his eyes and closed the gap that kept them apart. Their kiss was tender and innocent. Jace's lips was the sweetest thing that Alec as ever tasted in his whole life. Alec's hands ran their way up the boy's lean, strong back to rest on his neck. Jace freed one of his hands to Alec's back that glided to cup his ass, causing his friend to moan soft in their kiss. Their innocent kiss flared into something more, as the fell onto the bed. Alec craved more for Jace's taste and closeness. His mouth opened wider, inviting Jace's tongue in. Their tongues wrestled and intertwined together. Jace backed off to take a breath. As he looked at his fellow Shadowhunter, he licked the mixture of their saliva off from his lips. He leaned down and started to move his lips down Alec's jaw to his collarbone. The boy underneath him arched his back in pleasure. Jace took the opportunity to take off the boy's black tee. Alec now feeling hot and bothered with his pants quickly getting tight, hastily sits up to take off Jace's tee. But it didn't go off as he planned. In his hurry, their foreheads clash. Jace gets off the bed rubbing his sore forehead. (What a buzz kill)
Groaning and soothing his forehead, Alec crawled over to Jace and hugged his backside as apologized. Jace suddenly pulled away from their embrace and stepping a foot away from Alec.
" Alec, what are you doing?" Jace exclaimed. His golden eyes were clouded with confusion. Alec looked back dumbstruck and hurt. He did all he can to hide the hurt of the rejection. Jace continued. " Ugh, my head. What I'm doing here?" One look at Alec's direction for a long moment, then heads for the door. The door slammed, which made Alec's defense crumble. He began to tremble as tears stream down his cheeks.
" Wha . . . what happened? " He cried
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