Simon pov. Song Will young jealousy
Take it all back all that I said It comes out to fast so I Just couldn't help the way that I felt I started the fire.
Simon lay in bed thinking of Clary as usual he thought of one night in particular, the night he told her he loved her. He remembered her telling him she did not love him in the same way but as a friend. He remembered saying those awful things to her and calling her stupid.
Watching you walk I followed you there standing too close It's hurting. I pictured the words the warmth of your breath. I started the fire it's burning.
He thought of the time he went to Magnus's party with her and the gang he remembered trying to get rid of the pain of Jace and Clary together by drinking whatever was put near to him: the time he turned into a rat and then eventually a vampire
And it feels like jealousy and it feels like I can't breathe and I'm on, down on my knees and it feels like jealousy.
He remembered how much it hurt him to see Jace and Clary together even in the same room the look of want and need on their faces even though the were related
Seeing a light a face in the crowd my lonely heart is racing.
Then he remembered Isabelle and how some way she took away the pain of missing Clary. But the pain was still there everyday of his life.
And my whole world is under attack what kinda love am I facing?
Then he was turned to a vampire and he was scared, scared to think of what life he would have, he couldn't be with Clary and he and Isabelle were in a unusual relationship.
Is it me that you want cos it's me you can have can you give me an answer?
I'm tired of waiting I'm tired of thinking.
The nights at the court stuck in his head like a needle and every time he tried to forget it would just stick him in the brain just to remind him and rub it in his face.
And it feels like jealousy and it feels like I can't breathe and I'm on, down on my knees and it feels like jealousy.
He felt like he should be happy for Jace and Clary but he just couldn't bring himself to it he wanted her cared for her for so long and then he just walked into her life and bam she was willing to risk her life for him just to be together.
I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of thinking and it feels like jealousy (hey) and it feels like I can't breathe (I can't breathe) And I'm on, down on my knees (ohh) and it feels like jealousy
Then he just gave up and tried to move on with Isabelle and sure enough the got on good and then he met another girl he decided to date both to see which he liked but he didn't want them to go through what he had with Clary