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Bella
Summary: Sequel to Bullied Into Love, a one shot. This is about Edward visiting Bella's grave after she died. Got the idea from the song Lucy by Skillet. Read Bullied into Love or this will make no sense.
Chapter 1
Hey Lucy, I remember your name
I left a dozen roses on your grave today
I'm in the grass on my knees, wipe the leaves away
I just came to talk for a while
I got some things I need to say
Edward's POV
I was sitting in my chair in the living room and Alice was staring at me. It had been 3 years since Bella died.
"Edward, the other day was her birthday," Alice said and I nodded.
"Yep, I know," I said and put my hand on my forehead and rubbed it.
"Edward, I went to visit her grave on her birthday, why weren't you there?"
"Because Alice, I was there when she died! I wouldn't have even known her, I wouldn't have had to go threw this pain," I yelled at Alice and walked over to the window.
"Edward, you can't regret meeting her. Even I don't. What happened to Bella was sad, but she's gone now," Alice said and walked upstairs to her room. I grabbed my keys and headed to the cemetery. The roses that I had planted next to Bella's grave a year after she died were in bloom and rose up around her grave.
"Hey, how is my girl doing?" I asked the grave. It seemed kind of morbid but I needed to talk to her. "I haven't dated anyone since you," The wind blew slightly and I remembered little details about her. Her favorite color: Purple. What she loved to do: Dance. And what she wanted to do….
Flashback
"Yeah I love to dance, it's my passion! Edward, if I get into this school it will change my future!" She said and I laughed.
End of Flashback"No you won't Bella," I said and sat down on my knees. I stared at the gravestone and saw a faded picture of her in front of it. Bella had everything and yet she had nothing. She loved life and loved me. She would have been 19 the other day.
"I was going to propose to you Bella," I said and laughed a little laugh. "I don't know what to do Bella, I loved you, I still love you, and so do I go on with my life and pretend I love someone I don't?" I sighed and rubbed my hand over my forehead and through my hair.
"I really wish I could talk to you, you were such a great listener," I said and sighed, "Bella, I said some things I didn't mean earlier. One was that I wished I'd never met you but that's not true, I wish I could take that back,"
Hey Lucy, I remembered your birthday
They said it'd bring some closure to say your name
I know I'd do it all different if I had the chance
But all I got are these roses to give
And they can't help me make amends
"I guess I have nothing else to say, I love you Bella," I said and got up and touched the headstone gently like I was touching her cheek. I walked away and 2 minutes later I looked back and smiled.
Me and Lucy walking hand in hand
Me and Lucy never wanna end
Got to live with the choices I've made
And I can't live with myself today
Hey Lucy, I remember your name
A/N: How was it? I listened to the song Lucy by Skillet and thought this would be a great sequel to Bullied into love, please review! This is a one shot, I was thinking about changing Lucy to Bella but that wouldn't make sense with the song.