PROLOGUE
My life had almost always consisted of ordinary days. I was an ordinary girl living in a small ordinary city. Of course I had had my fun going to several concerts when I was into this whole punk rock scene, but that was years ago. I had fun with my friends but it always seemed like something was missing in my life. At this point, I'm not really sure what.
I had always played some kind of music. First I played piano for two years, then I got tired of classical piano and I wanted to be a rockstar, so we, and when I say we I mean my mum and I since my parents got divorced when I was one years old and my dad had a new family in a different city, bought an electric guitar and I played guitar and pretended to be a rockstar for four years. After those four years, I didn't really want to be a rockstar so I sold my guitar and started playing the piano again.
So you can tell that music has always been a great big part of my life.
Now, just a little bit more about myself and my personality. My name is Samantha but everyone always calls me Sam. I am 18 years old, I don't really drink but I do smoke cigarettes. I love coffee!
I'm nice and kind to everyone, I'm a bit naive at times, I like to have fun and laugh. When I'm around other people I almost always have a big smile on my face, which spreads happiness in the world, if you ask me. I'm actually really shy. I more of a watcher than a doer, which I kind of hate.
Even though I have never had a boyfriend, I really like hanging out with guys. It's just so carefree. You don't have to worry about drama and all that. I fit well in when I'm hanging out with boys. I'm not the most feminine person on earth. I've worn a dress four times that I can remember in all of my life, so I guess you could say that I'm kind of a tom-boy.
But that's who I am.