Hey! This is my first ever fanfic. I've decided to give writing a try. And decided that this one will centre more around Lavi and Lenalee as a pairing because I think they'll make a cute couple and I'm sure I'm not the only one :p. This fanfiction is rated M for later in the fic. Updated version of: If only she knew

Disclaimer: I do not own DGM or any of its characters

TITLE: The hurt in feelings


Chapter 1:

"Boooored!" The red haired teen exclaimed, "Can someone send me some Akuma to smack down please?"

"Lavi! Remember you're here to observe and take notes, now quit whining and focus!" Bookman scolded.

"Yer yer, no need to keep on at me panda, I know my duty"

"Quit calling me panda you delinquent!" Bookman growled, smacking Lavi round the back of his head.

"Ow that hurt" Lavi grumbled rubbing his head. He remained quiet, as he went back to watching the battle in front of them.

It was Exorcists vs level 1 akumas and the battle was going extremely well. There were a good few akumas attacking but they were no match for the 3 defending exorcists. Kanda, Allen and Lenalee were on the battlefield and making short work of the enemy. Lavi was itching to join in but with everything going so well Bookman had forbid him. He had said there was no need to get involved in such an easy fight, so all Lavi could do was sit and watch as his 'friends' had all the fun. Really it was just a minor inconvenience on their journey for locating an innocence in a small mountain town. Even so Lavi was finding it hard to hold his emotions in check as he watched akuma after akuma explode in defeat knowing he couldn't be part of it.

Kanda and Allen looked to be in competition with each other, though Kanda would rather die then admit Allen was in fact competition. Lavi watched as they argued with each but never let it distract them from the job at hand.

"Hey beansprout! That was my kill and you know it!" Kanda wore his usual scowl as he sliced though another Akuma, "How dare you get in my way!"

"Well if you were a little faster you could have had it" Allen shot back. He took out 3 akuma with one sweep of his arm, "Besides if I hadn't you'd be dead right now"

"Are you trying to say I'm incapable of watching my own back?!"

"Admit, I saved your life"

"Not a chance beansprout! Just stay out of my way before I kill you to!"

"Just a thank you will do"

Allen was met with a stoney glare. If looks could kill Kanda would have more than Allen dead at his feet. Lavi laughed at the thought, he'd definitely be one of them. Bookman glared at Lavi in response to the laugh.

"Sorry Gramps" Lavi laughed back nervously, but cut it short as Bookman glared harder at him. Bookman would be another person capable of killing with just a look.

As he turned around to continue watching the battle he noticed an akuma flying right for them. Lavi readied his hammer and was just about to activate his innocence to swat it out of the sky, when a flash of green whizzed by and the akuma exploded. Lenalee landed in front of him with a look of determined battle queen, her hair and uniform blowing gently in the wind.

"Beautiful" Lavi thought to himself dreamily.

"Are you both ok?" she asked with concern.

"Perfectly fine thank you" Bookman answered with a smile.

"What about you Lavi?" she looked quizzically at him, "Lavi? You there?"

She waved her hand in front of his face to grab his attention. Only then did he realise he was staring at her with his mouth agape, like a love struck puppy. He shook his head to snap himself out of his trance.

"Oh...uh...y...yeah" he cleared his throat, "I'm great can't complain, being saved by a gorgeous lady such as yourself is every mans dream after all" he grinned at her playfully.

"Stop being stupid" she blushed, "Would you say the same thing to Allen or Kanda if it were one of them saving your backside?"

"Well they are both good looking guys" Lavi laughed, "But sorry, their not my type. Now you on the other hand , are a true beauty and totally my type"

"Please don't tease me like that! You have no idea how it makes me feel" her blush deepened before she jumped straight back into battle to avoid further embarrassment.

Lavi couldn't help but tease her. Though to him it wasn't teasing as what he was telling her was the truth. Every time he saw her he got butterflies in his stomach. Sometimes they got so bad it made him feel sick. This occasion was no different, he wanted nothing more then to join her in battle and protect her. But his duty as a bookman prevented him from doing such things, all he could do was observe from a distance. It had been this way for him ever since the day he had first met her, when she had first introduced herself to him. The moment she'd shook his hand it had felt as though electric had shot through him. There hadn't been a day since then he hadn't thought about her. Damn, Kumui would have his arse for breakfast if he knew about the indecent thoughts Lavi had had of his little sister.

"Ok Stop Lavi! You don't want to he having thoughts like that, especially here. Your a bookman for goodness sake, control your emotions!" Lavi fought silently with his mind.

He watched his goddess dart around at lighting speed clearing up the remaining akuma with Allen and Kanda. Her dark boots leaving streaks of green in the sky behind her every movement.

"It's like some kind of exotic dance" He thought to himself, "Seriosly Lavi Stop! Your supposed to be watching the whole fight not just Lenalee!" he chided himself. He stole a quick glance at Bookman who hadn't seemed to notice his lack of concentration.

"Phew" Lavi sighed in relief. But his eye soon found it's way to focusing on the green haired girl yet again, "Beautiful" he thought once more, a stupid grin etched on his face. If only things were simpler in his life and he could tell her how he felt. He couldn't help but wonder if she knew, would shegreturn his feelings?


Thank you for reading please forgive any mistakes I may have made and feel free to leave reviews with suggestions or improvements you think will help. Be nice please Haha.