A/N: Hello and welcome, this fanfiction is going to be "AU" pretty much I AM NOT going to follow the storyline in the One Piece manga with Kaku on the Straw Hat crew. That has already been done :) The Prolog is also going to be the only part in the story told in first person.

Humanity

Prolog

You know I had always thought I had everything figured out. That was until I was assigned to Water 7. I soon learned what happiness was what it felt like to feel… alive feel human. Something I never had the pleasure of feeling when I was with CP9 well it was more like something I wasn't allowed to feel.

Trained all my life to burry my feelings to only think of the mission I was never given a chance to live to feel free. Well I decided to take that chance.

I can't remember much before CP9 very well. Heck I can only remember as far back to the age of ten when I killed someone for the first time. I remember feeling sick afterwards. I wasn't like Lucci who accepted it as a normal part of life no I was the rebel. I barely survived my so called childhood fighting just to stay insane loosing myself into making model ships in bottles. Hours turned to days and days to years. Many missions came and gone until I was the age of eighteen. That was when I was assigned to Water 7 with Lucci. I remember it was one of the few times I honestly felt happy. Spending some night at the bar with the Galley-La crew, forming a friendship with Paulie and for once I was doing something I wanted to do… be a shipwright.

That was until we finally had to finish our mission. Normally, finishing a mission left me some sense of accomplishment but this one didn't. The whole time I felt something in the pit of my stomach…

I can say the last thing I remember after that was the fight with Zoro… and losing. I remember feeling like my body was burning when I regained consciousness. I kept fading in and out of the darkness. I could hear everyone talking… I soon realized they were trying to figure out what to do with me and Lucci. I could feel pain nothing but pain. I coughed and it felt like my chest was ripping open.

I felt someone near me. I opened my eyes to the best I could my cap obscured my vision. I felt someone touch my side and I hear Kalifa speak.

"He's bleeding pretty badly. We need to do something before he bleeds to death."

I tried to say her name. I coughed and all I got out was. "Kali," when my voice gave way. I felt the world darken. I heard her scream my name and demanding that I don't die. I let the world fade. Dying didn't seem like a bad idea at the moment honestly.

However, I didn't die. No something strange had happened. I'm not sure how I got here I'm not even sure if I am still alive. I just know when I open my eyes back up I'm surrounded by the Straw Hat pirates.

Their captain grinned and said. "Hiya Square Nose guy."

Then I passed out again. Honestly if the others saw me now I'd probably would have been thrown out of CP9.