So this is based off of New Beginnings if you have not read it you should.
Emma looked down at the casket and could feel the tears sliding down her face. She has been crying for 3 weeks since he died, and she had to go all the way to Australia where his family and friends are. She looked down at her wedding ring she remembers when he proposed.
*flashback
"Oh I love you, you know I adore this restaurant" Emma told him
He took her to their favorite restaurant for their 1 year anniversary
"Well only the best for you Em"
She orders Lasagna Fritta and Jax got Garlic Rosemary Chicken that had a great meal and Jax cracked a couple jokes just so he could see her smile.
For dessert they ordered Apple Tuscan Bread Pudding it had beautiful presentation and on the side there was the most gorgeous ring Emma had seen in her life, Jax picked up the ring and got down on one knee and starts his speech that her has recited 100 times in the last week
"Emma I know it has been only a year but I know in my heart that I want to spend the rest of my life with you, you're the most amazing person I have ever met and there is nothing I wouldn't do for you, I would fly around the world to be with you, anything you ever need I would do whatever it takes to get make you happy, so will you marry me?" Jax fished his proposals by this time Emma is already in tear
"YES! Of course I will marry you" he picked her up by the waist and gave her a long passionate kiss they could hear people around them clapping.
She was always so happy when she was with him they have had so many milestones she loved their wedding it was big and full of glitter but they had another big milestone she looked down at her stomach she could see her baby bump at 4 mounts then she thought about how see told him
*flashback
"Em are you sure you don't have to flu and if you do I don't want to be turned into a rabbit" Jax told Emma as she throws up in the toilet
"give it a day I bet it is just a 24 hour thing" Emma said but she knew what was going on she was late it has been 1 ½ weeks since her period and she thinks she is pregnant but she need to be sure before she told Jax
"okay I have to go to work but call me if you need anything, I'll get some of the chicken soup you like from the deli you like on the way home" Jax told her she gave him a smile and watched him walk out the door and pulled out her phone and called her best friend
"Andi I need your help, how fast can you get here…...and with a pregnancy test?"
"I'm on my way be there in 15"
She waited for andi, she heard a knock and the door then andi come in
"I have it, are you sure" Andi asked
"I have never been this late" she took the test and when into the bathroom
10 minutes later there hear the timer go off and look at the test
It was positive
"What I'm I going to do me and jax just got married a month ago I don't even know how many kids he wants" she said almost crying andi goes up to her and hugs her
"don't worried jax will be so happy when he finds out and you're going to be a great mom" they hugged for a little longer and decided to watch a movie in the bedroom and fell fast asleep
Jax came into the house he couldn't work he was too worried about his Em, he went into the bedroom and saw em and andi on the bed sleeping. He always loved how close they were he went to the bathroom to take a shower and on the counter was a pregnancy test that read positive, he froze 'what if it's Andi's' he thought 'but em was throwing up a tell tale sign that someone could be pregnant, was he ready to be a father, was he going to end up like his dad and his child fear him and what about em is she ready to be a mom and start a family' just a few moments ago andi had woken up and had to go to the bathroom she walks in to the bathroom and see jax with the test she does not know where to say so jax says something for her
"Is this your or is it Emma's" he asked
Andi had two option to said it was her and give Em some time to think about how she is going to tell jax but that could backfire and be bad or just say that it's Emma and let jax thing about it but that is probably not how Emma want him to be told she takes a minute to think about it.
"It's Emma's but don't tell her I told you, let her tell you her own way"
"I'm going to be a dad, but what if I'm bad at time"
"You're not going to be a bad dad, you and Em are great and so will be great parents"
That were there for a couple minutes and they decided to go get soup for Emma.
When Emma woke up Andi was gone. Emma thought about how she was going to tell Jax she can't wait she needs to tell him, he has the right to know. It not like he would be that mad they just got married that is what it about to start a family. Just then Jax and Andi walk in the door laughing about something, they saw Emma she looks upset
"Ok well I'll just be going text you guys later" Andi said as she make her way out the door
"Jax we need to talk, there is something I have to tell you"
"Emma I know I found the test in the bathroom and I'm happy"
"You are" she asked
"Yes" he got close to her "I love you and I know that I will love the baby with all my heart" he gave her a hug and then they kissed
Emma is wondering why she is putting herself through this the pain of remembering all the great moments but then there was the worst of all the night he dies and it was all her fault
OK that was chapter 1 YAY comment what you guys think.