hi my first fanfic so soory if there are any mistakes...

this is hxh about illumi and killua when he was younger

killua sat on a tree branch looking bored he just finished his job (as in killed someone) and there is no one to play with him illumi is out on a job himself and wont be

back in a few days.

killua liked his big brother he was strong really strong, and killua admired him.

but he also found his brother a bit weird like he doesnt show any emotion on his face.
and sometimes killua would wonder if his brother felt any thing at all.

killua jumped down from the tree and went back to the main house.

it was getting dark so he decided to go to sleep.

killua woke up in the middle of the night as he felt someone in his room when he opened his blue eyes he found the light on and illumi sitting on a chair by his desk.

" aniki...what are you doing here i thought you wont be back for a few days" he asked surprised

illumi looked at his younger brother and replied " i finished quickler then i expected how was your job did you kill him properly"

killua smilled and said " yep i finished him really quick you should have seen his head fly off like whhoosssh"

there was silence in the room illumi felt proud of him bt didnt show it.

"aniki...do you..love me" asked killua quietly

illumi was shocked he didnt know what to say of course he loved his little brother but he just never said it.

"ne..aniki i love you...i mean you are really cool and strong and when i grow up i want to be like you...it doesnt matter if you dont love me cause i will always love you" when killua said this illumi was surprised and happy but he was also confused ' did killua really think he didnt love him' he thought...

illumi frowned he got up and went to killua and sat on the topside of the bed and said " killua i dont know why you think i dont love you...i mean yes i never said it but i thought it was clear..."
he paused as he looked into killua's beautiful eyes and continued " i love you.. i will always love you killua...always"

killua looked at his older brother and saw him slightly smile.

he was happy that his feelings were returened he slightly moved his head onto illumi's lap and said "aniki promise me you will stay with me forever...no matter what"
illumi smiled inside as he stroked killua's hair and said " i promise you i will stay with you forever...no matter what...now go to sleep you have to train tomorrow"

killua smiled he slowly faded into the world of dreams as he heard his older brother say

" i love you killua...always..no matter what"