Disclaimer: If I were to own SWAC there would be only channy, nothing else. That has yet to happen so I don't think I own it.

Hope you enjoy, kinda sad, but i'm in a sad mood.

She left you.

But it was all your fault. Everyone is blaming you but you take it, you know you deserve it.

Your life was good up until a few weeks ago. You were still a big shot celebrity with your fancy cars, your mansion of a house, and your amazing girl.

You were engaged and put on the wedding of the century. Everybody who was anybody was there. It was in the magazines for weeks. You loved the attention. Sonny was just standing there at the altar to give you more of that attention that you need, desire.

You were "happily in love" or that's what everyone thought, even Sonny.

The movies you shot away from your 'Sonshine' you took advantage of. Every night was a different girl, a different slut. So unlike the girl you were married to. The girl you were using.

She believed your little business trip lies. Or that's what you thought. You took them almost every week. Your mad at yourself for how stupid you were, how you couldn't see she knew.

The days spent with her were agonizing. You felt guilty yet content at the same time. You loved her, but not as much as your beloved fame, your bad boy reputation.

Sure your stories of your one night stands were in the tabloids, but she refused to read them. They were full of 'lies and false gossip'. You were happy for that. You praised her for that.

But then came the day you dreaded. The exploding ball of sunshine finally came out of her denial. She confronted you. She cursed at you and that's when you knew it was bad. She never swore.

She slapped you hard, twice.

You ran out of the house, following her, begging her to stay. Without her and with the news of a divorce your haters would multiply, double in their acts of hatred.

You remember dropping to your knees begging. The paparazzi taking pictures like no other. You sat there and told her the lie you thought would make her stay. I love you.

"I loathe you Chad."

That's when your heart cracked. You never realized how much you needed her until that second. It left you heartbroken.

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