Meredith was laying in bed, Christina was next to her. She hadn't slept all night.
"Mere, you're still awake?"
"Yeah, um, I can't sleep."
"Well u better fall asleep soon or tomorrow your day's going to be hell."
"Yeah. Okay. I will."
Christina went back to sleep. Meredith pretended like she was going to, but instead still thought about her earlier evening. There were a million little puzzle pieces in her head that she didn't know how to put together.
Derek wanted to build a house for him and Meredith
Meredith wasn't ready
The previous day Derek kissed Rose
She cant trust Derek anymore
Derek and her broke up
Meredith didn't know what she was feeling at the moment. Anger, betrayal, sadness. She couldn't tell. Mainly, she was just confused. After 15 more minutes her conscious started to talk to her.
"Meredith you're fine. Completely fine. If you can't trust Derek, then you don't need him. Work is your most important factor right now. Focus on work. Put your whole time and thoughts into work. Don't let anything else get in." And with that she fell asleep.