Justice breaker - GUMI
"These eyes that have seen too much of this world couldn't even grasp a sliver of hope."
They say that when you cease to live, you see nothing. You see the never-ending nothingness, blackness that surrounds you for the rest of eternity.
I don't see black. I see red.
But, that might be because I'm not dead.
Not yet.
But, it feels like I am. Do you feel anything after you die?
I hope you don't.
I hate feeling.
That's why we are supposed to enjoy living with the time we have. So we have something to think about when we are in the blackness.
But, wouldn't that be really hurtful?
I mean, if we don't live like we wanted to, if we don't see the happiness others do, wouldn't our eternity be filled with sadness and tears?
I don't want to end up like that.
I want to be happy, I want to live my life to the fullest.
The eternity is spent the way we want it to. If I wanted to swim in the blackness, I could.
If I wanted to climb a mountain made out of the blackness, I could.
If I wanted to dive into it, I could.
Our eternity in the blackness can be whatever we want.
Does that mean I could make up a world there?
A world where there is no violence, a world where there is no pain.
A world where I wouldn't have to be afraid.
A world where I would be happy.
Yes, I want my darkness.
So we can shape our thoughts to our liking. Human mind is an amazing place with countless secrets that beg to be found out.
That's true, but…
There are secrets that are never supposed to see the daily light.
Just like I am.
I am a big secret.