I posted this before, but I wasn't sure about it. I am now. It might take awhile to finish, but I will finish it. This is going to have a lot of ups and downs in it. Not always happy, but I like it. Lots of sex.
I own nothing. Please review. Enjoy!
"I didn't think you'd come," J.D. smiled closing the door behind the taller man.
"If you're having second thoughts," the man shrugged.
"No! I mean, I'm not having second thoughts. I just didn't think you liked me. Like that."
"Neither did I, but you're a hard man not to like."
A blush warmed J.D.'s cheeks at the mans words. In the back of his mind he knew that this was their first date and technically that hadn't even started, but when the older man's hand cradled his face J.D. leant forward.
The first brush of lips was shy on both accounts, but the older man was not one for shyness. He angled the young doctor's head to the side and took a step closer. Everything in J.D. was screaming a warning, but the warmth coming from the body against his had him stepping forward as well.
As the kisses grew more passionate, J.D. pulled away. Staring into the brown eyes a smile came to his lips before he moved forward to press their lips together once more. The taller man placed his hands on J.D.'s hips while his tongue pressed against the doctor's lips.
Sighing in contentment J.D.'s arms wrapped around the other mans neck as their tongues danced. J.D. had thought that there would be a heated battle, but there was none of that. No, when the older mans tongue pushed into J.D.'s mouth he fell and let the man worship him.
"Is this what you want?" the older man asked pulling away.
"More than anything," J.D. replied placing a sweet kiss to the older mans lips, "I never knew how much I wanted this."
"What changed your mind?"
"It's silly."
"It's you. Of course it's silly."
"The day I tripped getting out of the elevator. You caught me. And then you said something and dropped me on my ass?"
"I remember."
"Right before you dropped me…Wow, that's not how you want to start a sentence. Before you dropped me, I had never felt so safe in someone's arms. It was amazing. I haven't been able to get that out of my mind. I keep dreaming of these arms around me again. Protecting me. Holding me. Loving me."
Instead of saying anything, the taller man swooped down and attached their lips once more. The kiss was deeper this time. Both parties letting their emotions go. A moan left J.D.'s lips as his hands came down and pushed the other mans shirt up. The kiss was broken long enough to lose both of their shirts.
As the couple came back together the older mans lips went to the doctor's neck. Small, soft kisses pressed to the skin caused J.D.'s head to tip to the side letting the lips have more room to explore.
Stopping right before his jaw the lips turned into teeth and gently nipped at the area. Blue eyes slipped shut at the feeling as a hand attempted to thread in the short hair. He'd do anything to keep those lips against his skin.
Whimpering softly J.D. moved closer to the body before him pressing firmly against it. He could feel all the muscles pressing back his hands travel down the taller mans chest. The muscles were firm and slicked with sweat dripping slowly down his body getting soaked into his jeans. It was the most appetizing sight J.D. had seen in a while.
The mouth on his neck slowly traveled down his body stopping at his collarbone. The older mans tongue poked out of his mouth lapping at J.D.'s sweaty skin. As much as the young door was enjoying the feeling he wanted…needed more. Grabbing the mans hips he walked them to his couch only stopping when he was seated in the taller mans lap.
Not a word was spoken as J.D. was suddenly lying on his back with the older man above him. He was given the smallest, almost nonexistent smile before the older man moved down and started to suck on J.D.'s nipple. A high-pitched moan left the doctor as his back arched up. Suckling softly the taller man used it as a distraction to slick his finger with the lotion on the coffee table.
He used the slick finger to massage the neglected nipple drawing more of those delicious noises from J.D. As he worked on the doctors chest J.D. whimpered softly his hands pulling on the man before he finally pulled back to look into his young lovers eyes. The blue eyes stared pleadingly into the brown eyes causing a soft laugh to come from his lips. J.D. pouted slightly at the noise causing the laughter to get louder. In retaliation J.D. used all of his strength to flip them until he was straddling the mans waist.
"Is this supposed to be a punishment?" the man smirked.
"No," J.D. shook his head, "This is supposed to be me getting things moving."
"Moving? What exactly are we moving towards?"
"I want you. I want you inside of me."
"Oh? Is that what you want?"
"Yes. Please. I need you in me."
The smirk grew darker as hands moved to the front of the doctor's jeans. Mewling happily J.D.'s hands joined the mans and they quickly finished disrobing. Groaning at the sight of the older man J.D. reached towards the lotion only to have his hands grabbed. The other man pinned the doctor's hands between their bodies while bringing him into a breath-taking kiss. Making a soft sound in the back of his throat J.D. hoped the man knew what he wanted.
Another throaty chuckle came from the man as he took the lotion in his hand. J.D.'s heart started to pound in his chest as the idea of what they were going to do hit the young doctor. He wasn't going to stop or anything, but this was the first time that he realized he was going to get what he dreamed of for so long. At least that's what he thought until he felt the mans strong calloused hands tracing designs on his back and sides.
Looking up J.D. saw the taller man had a confused look on his face almost as if he wasn't sure why the doctor was still there. Smiling softly J.D. placed small kisses to every inch of skin he could reach until he got to the mans collarbone. Smirking against the skin, he bit down hard enough to leave a mark before soothing it with his tongue.
"That wasn't very nice," the man growled.
"Neither is keeping me waiting," J.D. smiled kissing the area around the mark, "It's torturous."
"Torturous? Hmm…The can be arranged."
Before J.D. could respond, the man wrapped an arm under his bum and stood up. A squeak came from the young doctor as he wrapped his legs tightly around the mans waist. Dual moans came from the both of them when their cocks rubbed together at the movement. The man moved towards the bedroom a moment later dropping J.D. on the bed as soon as the door closed behind them.
Crawling over J.D.'s lithe figure the taller man easily pinned the doctor's wrists above his body with one hand as the other swept over his side. The touch was so soft it was as if a bug was walking over his skin. A soft giggle came from J.D. as his ticklishness set it. Just as he was about to say something the man placed a kiss to each of J.D.'s nipples causing him to lose focus. How the man knew J.D. loved having his nipples played with was beyond him, but right now, he didn't really care.
The kisses trailed down his stomach until the lips stopped at his navel. A tongue circled his belly button before pressing in. A soft groan fell from the mans lips as he brought his hands down. Placing them on his hips the older man moved further down until he was above J.D.'s erection. With a dark smirk, the man licked a stripe from the base of J.D.'s cock to the tip before pressing a sweet kiss to it.
Groaning at the small motions J.D. let his head drop onto his pillow. He wanted more from the older man, but after years of working with the man, he knew better than to try that. Still, he couldn't stop his hips from moving forward at the thought of having those lips wrapped around him. Instead of doing that though the man moved back to look the young doctor straight in the eye.
The confusion was still in the mans eyes, but now there was something else. Was it excitement? Alternatively, could it be amazement? Whatever it was J.D. was left panting as he pulled the man up and into a sloppy, but passionate kiss. It was like everything else that happened with the man. It was always so passionate, hard with a side note of dangerous destruction. It was wrong for this to be happening, for J.D. having come to the man first, but he couldn't leave. Not with the promise those brown eyes gave him.
"Please?" J.D. whispered against the mans lips, "Give me…"
"Give you what?" the man questioned.
"Give me everything."
That seemed to break the man because the kiss he gave J.D. was frantic. The doctor wasn't the only one that had been waiting. He wanted it just as much and from how quickly he was moving for a longer time. Still, with how question everything was moving when the slicked finger pressed against J.D.'s hole he realized just how careful the man was being.
Grunting at the uncomfortable stretch of the mans fingers the younger man closed his eyes and tried to relax. He knew that it would be better for everyone if he did that, but in the back of his mind, he knew it would be painful. The man seemed to realize this too. He leant down and pulled a nipple into his mouth. The distraction was enough to relax J.D. Moans fell from his lips as the man sucked. As odd as it sounded that was one of J.D.'s favorite things. He didn't know why, but someone sucking his nipples was one of the most amazing feeling ever.
Another finger joined first causing J.D. to wince, but a quick tug from the mans teeth had his attention. This continued until three fingers were thrusting and stretching the younger man. Gasps and moans were leaving J.D. with every labored breath. Each thrust and twist of the fingers driving the doctor mad until he was trying to trust back.
"More," J.D. panted grinding down on the fingers.
The man nodded his head and pulled his fingers out. J.D. whined softly at the loss, but soon was rewarded with the lube-slicked penis at his entrance. Without thinking the doctor tensed, but a hand soothingly rubbing over his chest making sure to flick his nipples had him relaxing before long. With slow, measured movements, the man pushed into J.D. until he was all the way in. J.D.'s head was turned to the side so the man couldn't see the pain filled tears he was holding back.
Making sure his lower body was completely still the man pressed soft, innocent kisses to J.D.'s lips before moving up and kissing the tears away. A content sigh fell from the doctor and he slowly relaxed. Taking that as his cue the man pulled out slightly before moving back in. With each withdrawal the man pulled out further until only the head was inside. The movements didn't speed up or gain any strength. It was a slow, beautiful love making. Something J.D. normally loved. It also wasn't what he needed now.
No, J.D. needed the passion that he always associated with the man. Of course, the was the first time that they had ever been in this situation, but soft and gentle was not the right thing for them. He just had no idea how he was supposed to tell the older man that. For the first time in all their years of knowing each other, J.D. was in control and he was at a complete loss, but he had to do something.
With that in his head, J.D. took a deep breath and looked into the eyes of the man above him. The man gave him another almost nonexistent smile while J.D. was beaming at the man. The older mans eyes roamed over J.D.'s face and when their eyes locked; he had pulled out once more. As he slowly entered the doctor winked at the man and thrust up to meet him. A light burst behind J.D.'s eyes at the pleasured pain filled him.
J.D.'s bliss was cut short when he heard a growl come from the taller man. His eyes opened and took in the sight before him. The man above him had his eyes clenched shut, sweat was gathering on his brow, muscles were shaking. He was holding himself back. It took a second, but the doctor realized he was doing this so he wouldn't hurt him. He was trying to protect J.D. And, for once, J.D. wanted no protection.
"Not going to break," J.D. spoke calmly his hands roaming the chest until they came to stop at his shoulders.
"You don't know what…" the man started.
"Yes, I do. I know exactly what I'm asking for. I know the mean, hateful, cunning side of you. Now I want to see the other side. That doesn't mean you go gentle on me. Give me everything. Give me all you got."
J.D. barely got through his sentence before the man pulled out and thrust into his willing body. It wasn't rough in any sense, just deep. A loud keen came from J.D. as his nails dug into the mans shoulders. A growling sound was returned as the man lifted the doctor's hips for better access. It was perfect. J.D. felt like he was in heaven as he threw his head back and arched off the bed. The pace started to pick up and all too soon, the two bodies were slamming into each other.
Reaching down J.D. wrapped a hand around himself. He knew that a few tugs and he'd be done, but he wanted this to last. He wanted more. Surging up he attacked the mans lips with a fever that was easily matched. Keeping their lips molded together, he tugged on his dick doing his best to match the thrusts. Before he could say anything, he felt his orgasm rip through his body. A scream broke lose as he fell back on the bed.
His body was shaking as the older man thrust faster into him. The doctor knew he was going to finish soon so he opened his legs wider and let the man use him. For a moment, all he was doing was providing for his lover and it was something that made him smile. Feeling the thrusts become more erratic J.D. sleepily reached up and pressed a hand to the mans face. His lover's eyes locked with his causing him to smile.
"Come on," J.D. whispered, "Fill me. Use me. This is all yours. You just have to take it."
A loud growl came from the man as his teeth sunk into the side of J.D.'s neck. His body shook as he rode through his orgasm. The blood rushing in his ears was almost too loud, but he was able to hear the most beautiful noise he'd ever hear. It was a noise that he'd work tirelessly everyday for the rest of his life to hear again. That noise…
"Oh. Janitor."
The pink diary fell from work weathered hands smacking harshly into the floor. The Janitor had thought it would be funny to read the doctors diary once more. He'd at least get new material to make fun of him for. Never had he thought he'd be reading a detailed description of J.D.'s latest erotic dream. Of him…Of them…Together.
He'd already come to terms with his sexuality long ago. Usually he dated me, but there were a few women that caught his eyes over the years, but never before had he thought of the doctor sexually. He stuck to ways to torture the man. Apparently, he was the only one. How, after everything he did to the man, he wanted to be with him in anyway, but that's what the diary said. Unless…Yes, of course! It was a way to get back at him for everything. Right?