This is my life.
Rain.
grey, darkness, hurting.
Rain is so cold.
Wet.
Darkness.
Bleak, black, dark.
Unknowing dangers that await.
Alone.
Depression.
Hurting, pain, sorrow.
Painful memories relived again.
Dark.
Light.
Hope, love, life.
Showing you the way.
Bright.
Hope.
Happiness, believing, strong.
Staying strong always, forever.
Living.
My life has been filled with darkness and depression, but it has also been filled with light and hope.
The rain falls on my face as I stand alone.
No one comes to my rescue.
Its so cold.
My heart is telling me to run, but my limbs wont obey.
Then I see a ray of sunshine, a ray of light.
My legs respond and I find love, life, and most of all, hope.
Nothing can touch me now, except him.
The walls I have built up around my heart are falling and I am becoming who I was meant to be.
I have not fullfilled my duty yet though.
But I must.
For, if I do not I will never be able to move on.
Even if I die, I will be in this world until my duty, my mission, is fullfilled.
I should not be complaining though.
Someone has it much harder than me.
He who hunts his own kind.
Waiting for the day he can finally end their reign.
Then once his duty is done he will finally be able to die in peace and move on.
His only problem is once he kills the others, it is he whom he must kill next.
I am what he is hunting.
His prey.
He'll never catch me though.
For I am afraid I sha'll end my own life.
For I have fallen in love with the Vampire hunter, D.