Authors note: No copy rights intended. Just wrote it for the fun and creativity of it. Through out the whole thing.
Hypophrenia- a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause.
Chapter 1
I remember feeling... suffocated. I guess all teenagers feel that way sometimes, but I felt it all the time. The thing is, lots of people wondered about me, why I am who I am, why I do what I do. I'd love to be able to tell them. But... its something you have to live through before you can ever understand. Teachers ask why, and I try my very hardest to explain. It's not that I think nothing will solve the problem...I know that won't do anything. But..I just..can't find a shit to give. People think because I have piercings, and i do my hair the way I do, that I'm different from them. I am different, but the clothes I wear and the style I chose isn't what makes me different.
My room was filled with smoke and the smell of weed. My dad was downstairs passed out on the couch, and my brother was down the street playing street hockey. My older sister had moved to Germany, after finishing university. I'm not too sure where my mom is, we haven't talked in a while, and neither have me and my younger sister.
It was 6:43 am on a Wednesday and I was still debating whether I really wanted to go to school. I guess I should, or I'd have to hear my dad yell at me later, and I hate hearing his voice raise. I just hate yelling in general.
We had just moved to La Push I think my dad called it. He grew up here as a kid, and when he and my mom got married, she made him move to a more populated area. Everyone here was really tanned. My brother and little sister are tan like our dad, but my sister and I have pale skin like our mom.
My hair was tatty and all over the place, I turned my straightner on and did my makeup. Then I put some make up remover on a q-tip and cleaned the balls of my angel bites, anti eyebrow, snakebites, and septum. Made sure the balls on my tongue ring were screwed on tight because they always fall out during class. I brushed my teeth and changed into ripped jeans and a bright yellow t-shirt with a smiley face on it, and semi-straightened my hair. I grabbed my bag, my cell phone, smokes and lighter, and walked out the door and down the street. I was supposed to be at school Tuesday, but I skipped it because I slept through my first period and was late.
My Schedule was
English- - Room 134
Art- Ms.O'Donley- Room 167
Lunch
- room 213
And a spare.
I go to the highschool on the Rez, i can't remember what it's called though. I think it was just Quileute Highschool.
Class started a t 8:17am and i got there a t 7:34am, so I went to the office to get a copy of my time table and my locker number and combination. I also asked if they had an area for smoking and the reception lady said the sidewalk beside the parking lot. It had a sign on the fence saying that no lit cigarettes were allowed on the school property. I was on my way out when i noticed it was raining, and then realized I forgot my jacket, so I was hoped it would stop raining before I had to walk home. I walked around until people started entering the building. At 8:10, I went to my locker, took my phone and ipod and binder, and started slowing making my way to class. Until I heard a female voice yelling quite profound and unneeded words.
I looked around and it wasn't hard to find because there was a small group of girls crowded around a locker, and what seemed like, another girl. I walked up to them as this very tall tan girl said, "You've turned into such an ugly little whore, don't touch Jared or you'll be sorry, stupid cunt."
People like her make me laugh. Fighting over a guy is pathetic. The girl that was surrounded by them said, "If you had not noticed Jenn, but I'm not touching him, in fact, you can have him, if you can keep him." Then Jenn raised her hand and was bringing it down, when I shoved her away. She asked me what my problem was and all I said was, "You."
"Cunt,"
I had my back turned to her, then I slowly turned back around. I noticed the crowd had grown increasingly, even though the bell signalling first had already gone off. I walked up to her, stood there looking at her face for a moment, then decked her.
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