I couldn't believe this. My life- my very existence had no meaning now. He was my heart, my life, my love. I groaned in pain as I thought of him and stopped running. I wasn't even sure were I was somewhere in Canada maybe? I don't know it doesn't matter anymore anyway. I took deep breaths through my nose even though it wasn't necessary; I was trying to ease the pain. I stared at the forest in front of me it wasn't all that pretty but I just needed to focus on something anything else. The pain that radiated through my body refused to let up, I sighed and dropped to my knees on the muddy grass. 'Oh James.' I thought as I ran my fingers through my blazing hair. I closed my eyes and thought of the last time me and James was together.

"So my love what is it that you want me to do?" I smiled up at James his face was thought full as he looked down at me. He placed his smooth hand on the side of my cheek and I breathed in his scent. Wonderful. "I want you to stay here, look for anything that may help me find were they had gone." I frowned I didn't like to be away from him. He laughed at my expression. "Don't worry my love we wont be apart long. I just need to taste her blood, it smelled oh so sweet." I sighed and wrapped my arms around him. "Ok but hurry back to me." He hugged me tighter to his body, and whispered in my ear. "Just think for every second we are away we have an eternity together Victoria, my love." I smiled at that thought and pulled my face away from his chest to look into his eyes. They were dark, he was thirsty. "Yes, that is a pleasant thought." I reached up on my toes to softly touch my lips to his. But when they touched his fingers wrapped in my hair and held me closer to him. My mouth explored his as his did mine. He pulled away first and I rested my head on his chest again. "Ok my love, I need to go. After I get Bella Swan we will be reunited. I love you." He whispered as he took off into the woods.

I opened my eyes and growled. Bella Swan, she was the reason her Edward killed my James. The reason my very existence was over. It had started to rain just then and I tilted my head back, letting the rain drops fall onto my face. They slid down my cheeks like tears. Oh how I wish I could cry now, cry for my lost love. The rain came down in buckets but I welcomed it. I was getting soaked my hair and clothes were sticking to my body, but I stayed planted to the ground sobbing and 'crying'. "James, James, James" I whispered his name over and over again. Sobbing and crying and whispering. Then I screamed. I screamed for the pain I felt, for the love I missed, for the anger I felt, and for the revenge I wanted. My scream lasted longer than any human scream would have, and towards the end it turned into a roar as I thought more of the horrid Bella Swan and Edward Cullen. I finally stopped and slowly stood. I would kill Bella for James, for me. I would make Edward suffer all the days of his existence as I would now have to. The wind was blowing fiercely it whipped the flames of my hair around my face. I turned and headed back south. Bella Swan had no idea what was coming for her, I had filled my very soul with the hate I have for her. I was fueled, possesed by it, it was the only thing that kept me going now.