GOMENASAI – A Death Note Songfic.
DISCLAMER: I don't own Death Note or the song "Gomenasai". Those belong to their rightful owners, I just do this for fun.
GOMENASAI
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now...
There she was, for the first time in such a long time.
Staring blankly at the plain white grave. His grave.
It was raining. She remembered the time she saw him under the rain, every time he felt worried or concerned about a case he went upstairs and contemplated the sky. She even remembered the tale Light once told her.
"You should have seen him! It was pathetic! What kind of moron would do that?! Staring at the sky while there was a tremendous storm!! And to make things worst, he said he was hearing "bells"! C'mon!!...That bastard...Well, at least he is now in hell, far away from my sight, where he should have been from the beginning out of my way!!..."
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself...
She tried to understand him. She really tried! Maybe he was a perverted-sugar-obsessed-freaking-stalker-genius but he seemed kind. He was the first person who perfectly understood her feelings for her beloved Light; she even rewarded him with a gentle kiss on the cheek. Ryuuzaki-san even gave her a special group of bodyguards to protect her when she had appointments or her photo sessions. Misa Amane was really lucky to have such a friend. But, even friends make mistakes right? She wanted to help Ryuuzaki-san as well as her Light...but a decision has to be made... She chose Light.
What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
After all, it wasn't the right choice. She told herself thousands of times; maybe killing him wasn't the best thing to do.
"Light-kun...Are you really going to kill Ryuuzaki-san? Is that necessary?"
"What Misa? Did you fell in love with him so suddenly? Because if that's the case I can give you the same destiny so you won't feel alone!" He had said with his signature sarcastic tone.
"Is not that...Misa just thought ..."
That was her mistake. She imagined but never do anything to stop it. She knew L was about to die, and she was too coward to face him. Too coward to tell him the truth...too coward to face Kira's outrage...too blind to realize she was about to lose the best friend she could ever have. No. Amane Misa, let her friend die. "I was the one who told him we'd be friends...I told him...I would never let him down..."
Gomenasai, for everything
Gomenasai, Gomenasai,
Gomenasai,
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now...
"I let this happen right?" A small tear fell from her blue eyes. The rain poured as she fell to her knees letting her regret flow from her chest. Her tears mixed along with the cold rain. The sky was gray, full of regret and sorrow, a clean nitid reflex of her heart.
"Gomenasai...Ryuuzaki-san...Guess...I'm not a truly friend after all...am I? ..."
Now everything was the way it's supposed to be. Kira aiming to become the god of the new world, and she would have to follow him until the very end.
...She was all alone...
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A/N: Well, here it is! This is my first song fic ever. This is slightly MisaxL, but I wanted to picture their broken friendship, or I dare to say, the friendship that never existed and now Misa is regretting. Thank you for reading and reviewing. Constructive criticism is always welcomed, also if you notice some grammar mistakes, please let me know. Thank you again, for reading this to the very end.