I know that mpreg is kinda… weird… with some people. I used to be like "ewwww!" but I actually read a few, and they weren't that bad. ^^ BUT! The thing that inspired me was… when I dreamt that L was preggers. Okay, that's just WEIIIRRDDD. But I have no way to have any control over my dreams. My only excuse is that my imagination is running wild 24/7. o.o
Disclaimer: I don't own Death Note or any of its characters…
L: Thank God.
Raito: What?
L:… Just shut up.
Ahaha. Love at first sight, right? –snort- Anyway read on.
He gripped the sheets above his head, his back arching off the bed. He let out small moans when Raito hit that spot and threw his head back. He knew he wasn't supposed to be doing this. He knew that doing this meant he was losing. But God, it felt so good. He bit down on his lip, trying to stop the noises from going past his lips.
Teeth nipped at his neck, and he moved his hands from the sheets to the brunette's hair, tugging gently. He was going too slow, teasing him and waiting to hear him plead, but L didn't plead or beg for anything. He never had before, and he wasn't about to start.
He wrapped his legs around Raito's and lifted his hips off the bed, making small noises of pleasure. He sighed softly and turned the brunette's face, pressing their lips together roughly. Raito groaned and thrust his hips up hard, earning a muffled cry from his lover. Every time, he was rewarded with that wonderful sound, each getting louder and a little more desperate.
L finally turned his head away, panting, forcing himself to keep his eyes open. The boy was killing him. They'd done this before; what had made him want to do something different, like this? He had always been the more dominant one, but after last night, with what happened with Higuchi, Raito changed. He was even more dominant than L had been before.
He tightened around the younger male, and his thrusts became erratic and wild again. He gazed up to see a red gleam in Raito's eyes that he swore wasn't there before. But then again, his mind was just a big puddle. He nearly melted in Raito's arms. How was he expected to really think clearly when they were doing this?
His eyes widened for a moment, then fluttered closed as he came with Raito. Where had that thought come from? Their relationship was strictly physical, nothing more. He didn't like being held or to be given too much attention. It annoyed him and made him want to push people away even more.
Raito collapsed on L, burying his face in his neck. He trailed butterfly kisses down to his chest, over his heart. L opened his eyes and pushed the brunette off of him, turning his head the other way. He waited until he could breathe properly again before he grabbed the handcuffs he had carelessly thrown on the floor next to the bed, and attached them to the younger male and himself.
He lay on his back and closed his eyes, feeling exhausted. He just wanted to sleep for half an hour. That would be enough to get him by.
"Ryuu…"
L turned his back to Raito. It's not that he really had anything against the teenager (obviously), but he didn't care for any pet names. He wasn't going to get too attached to Raito. That wasn't part of being a detective.
He heard the other sigh and rolled onto his back again, looking at him, and smiling every so slightly. "Did you say something, Raito-kun?"
Raito narrowed his eyes and leaned forward, smirking slightly. Despite his smirk, L knew he was getting irritated. The detective didn't respond to anything other than his alias or "L". He lived to test people, especially the brunette. It was fun, and he was able to say that his percentage of Kira would go up.
Raito moved his fingers lazily up L's side, making him squirm slightly. "Ryuuzaki…" His eyes softened slightly and he nipped softly at his neck, earning a sigh from the other. "You'll let me touch you like this…" His hand rubbed along his inner thigh, sucking on his pale skin. "But you won't let me hold you." He wrapped an arm around his middle and nuzzled his neck again. He glared when the raven-haired man tried to pull away and only pulled him closer. "Why not?"
L growled and attempted to push him away. "I do not like to be touched too much, Raito-kun. It makes me uncomfortable, and I would appreciate it if you let me go."
Raito stared down at him, the muscle in his jaw jumping slightly. "Ryuuzaki…" He sighed and let him go, watching him retreat to the bathroom. He waited a few minutes after he heard the shower going and stood, quietly opening the door and locking the door behind him. He snuck into the shower behind L, wrapping his arms around his middle, earning a sort of surprised gasped from the other. He grinned down at the glaring detective and planted a kiss on his lips.
L sighed impatiently and looked away from Raito. He knew the brunette hated to be ignored. He grabbed the soap and started washing his body, aware of Raito's eyes on him the entire time. He forced back a smirk and moved his soapy hands over his body sensually, going up to Raito's arms that were still around him, then went back down to his upper thighs, glancing back at the brunette. He saw the look in his eyes and frowned.
He tried to pry his arms from around his stomach, but he was pushed against the wall, feeling something wet and cold probing at his entrance. He gasped and pushed back against the digit, letting his head fall back onto Raito's shoulder. "R-Raito-kun… you—nnngh!"
"Damn you, Ryuuzaki," Raito breathed in his ear, licking up the shell. "You always manage to do this to me… It's so unfair…" He thrusted his finger into L hard and a little roughly. L moaned loudly and tried to clutch at the wall to keep himself up. "Ryuu… You have to trust me… You trust me during this…" He pushed in another finger, scissoring them and pinching the nerves, making L whimper. "So why don't you trust me any other time?"
L only whimpered again and arched his back. "Nnn… Raito—please…" Raito pulled his fingers out and L sighed softly. He frowned again when Raito took a step back, looking at L expectantly. Damn it all. He didn't even have to say anything. This meant that L had to WORK for it.
The detective growled softly, but stepped forward, his dark eyes seeming to sparkle. He chewed on his bottom lip for a moment before he leaned forward, brushing his lips against Raito's. he trailed his lips down, across his jaw line, to the base of his neck. He sucked lightly on the skin there, then bit down hard, marking him. He received a small noise from the other, but that wasn't enough.
He went lower, running his tongue to his chest. He took his member into one of his hands and dipped his tongue into his navel. Raito shivered and took a deep, shaky breath, entangling his fingers into L's hair. The detective smirked up at him as he flicked his tongue out over the tip. Raito narrowed his eyes and jerked on L's hair.
"A little impatient, Raito-kun?" L said, grinning slightly. He only received a dirty look in return that made him chuckle softly. He licked up the sensitive underside, watching his lover's expression. The brunette's hips were swaying subconsciously into L's mouth, his lips parted and his eyes fluttering closed.
L thought that Raito was always beautiful, but he loved seeing his real emotions on his face. He usually wore a calm façade, but when he was screaming and moaning L's name, he seemed… almost like a normal human being, like he didn't have anything to hide. To know that he could feel 'real' emotions was almost a relief for L.
The detective took half of him into his mouth, sucking hard and cupping his sac, squeezing lightly. Raito's head fell back against the wall, his hips jerking up, and L's alias on his lips.
L hummed around the pulsing muscle and Raito cried out, his nails digging into L's scalp. The detective stood and was pushed against the wall once again, but this time he was expecting it. He wrapped his legs around Raito's waist and pushed his hips down, clinging to the brunette.
Raito put his hands on the wall, on either side of L's face. He bucked his hips into his wildly, watching him write and squirm against the wall. "T-tell me you don't want this… And I won't ever bother you again." He waited for his answer, but L only shook his head and moaned. "Tell me, Ryuuz—ahh—ki… you don't want me touching you… That you don't want to feel this anymore."
Something that sounded like a whine came from L's throat, and he clung to Raito tighter, shaking his head again. "N-no… Don't-ah!- stop…"
Raito smirked and leaned forward, pressing his lips to L's in a rough and desperate kiss. The raven-haired man arched his back and returned the kiss, his toes curling every time Raito hit his prostate. "Raito…" His whole body was trembling, and he fought to keep from shouting random things that he'd regret later.
Raito didn't just want it to be physical. He actually felt something for L. The said detective felt happy for a moment, but he had to remind himself that it was just the feeling of going the edge that made him feel that way. His eyes rolled to the back of his head and he cried out a few incoherent sentences that just sounded like noises and random syllables. Raito screamed and sank to the floor, bringing L with him. He held onto L securely, his forehead resting on his shoulder, while L's face was burning and buried in Raito's chest. When the brunette caught his breath, he stood shakily and looked down at L. He looked absolutely exhausted, his eyelids only half-open. He looked up into honey orbs and smiled slowly. He stood, leaning on the wall for some support.
He washed himself again and sighed once more. What a waste of water. He left Raito in the shower and grabbed a towel, drying himself off. He pulled his pants on and collapsed in the bed, curling up and pressing his thumb to his bottom lip.
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Raito looked down at the sleeping detective and ran his hands through that dark hair. Despite it always looking tangled and so messy, it was actually soft and a he could move his fingers through it easily. He smiled and crawled into the bed next to L, pulling him close. L, the greatest detective in the world, was his and only his. The man who was so afraid to be touch, and who probably wouldn't trust Raito as far as he could throw him… had given in.
A dark smirk spread across his lips. Kira was going to win, and L was going to live to see his success. The brunette was going to prove him wrong. One day, L would come to love Kira.
He held back a laugh and settled on the bed, brushing his lips against L's cold skin. He nuzzled him and fell into a content sleep, happy that everything was finally going to work in his favor.
If only he had heard Ryuk cackling silently in a corner of the room. "This will be very interesting…" He looked at L and cackled again, then disappeared through the wall, going in search for some apples.
Yaaay, I finished a chapter, and I'm sooo tired. It's really not that late, but… I always need sleep, for some reason. Maybe I'm turning into a cat… Anyway, please review. I need to know if I suck and should stop writing period, or if I'm just so awesome that I should continue. XD