The Night Before Morning Belle
It's the night before my life changed, before I had so much more to live for in my life besides a red headed boyfriend who has commit issues and runs off with any kind of person that's willing to opening there legs for the night. Now the reason it changed really wasn't my doing. Axel my said boyfriend had problems and like I said before ran off with anything on two legs that was able to part them for him. He changed for the best, he changed in more then one way and I'm happy for what has happen even know it pretty much ruined any chance of me going into a good college. It was Friday night and for once Axel was sitting on the couch with me instead of out at the bar like normal. His arm was around my shoulders and my head layed on his, we watched the notebook for the fourth time this week since it was the only movie that we could agree on. The phone started ringing in our small two bedroom apartment, I wasn't feeling all the good that day anyway so Axel pick up the phone once he unwrapped his arms around me and stood. When he answered he sounded annoyed at first. " Hello?" I watched him from my spot on the couch coughing softly but returning back to him when I was done. " This is him, what can I do for you?" he looked at me and mouthed Hospital I raised an eyebrow and tilted my head to the side. He was silent for a while listening to what the man I'm thinking it was tell him why he found it so important to call him at 11:58 p.m. on a Friday almost Saturday. I watched as Axel's eyes widened. " Is she okay?" he now sounded worried and I grabbed the phone that was left on the table and pressed talk so I also could listen to the conversation. " , would you please come in for a DNA test for New born baby? Please it is urgent." I slammed the phone on the table and glared at Axel. He winced at my action before agreeing quietly to the man before hanging up. " Rox-"
" Save it Axel." I cut him off and stood from my place on the couch and brushed past him towards our shared bedroom. " Rox! I'm sorry okay I didn't think-"
" that I'd find out? What Axel I mean really, why the hell would you even want to be with me if you just want everyone else." I was seething and he had a guilty look on his face. He made his way to the door grabbing his coat off the back of the dinning table chair. " I'll be back when I'm done at the hospital okay." He sighed and opened the door and closing it silently behind him. I waited for hours in our room , crying , cursing ,punching my pillows until I heard the front door open at 4:32 A.M. Saturday Morning. I heard Axel whisper to someone to be quiet. I stood upset thinking he brought some hussy over after all I said earlier. When I opened the door and walked towards the dinning room. I stopped when I saw Axel sitting in one of the chairs crying silently. " Ax-Axel?" I rushed over to him only to stop once again and look at a carrier where a baby had been place. " Rox.. I'm so sorry I didn't-" his voice faded out as sobs ripped from his throat. I stared at him before asking. " What the hell happened Ax?" I moved closer crouching down to where his knees were so I could rest my head on them. I rubbed his knees as he cried I couldn't say anything else, I was to scared he would break down even more then he already was. When his sobs died down I felt him run his fingers in my hair. " Aerith.. She died Rox" he whispered out. " She had a baby Girl and they wanted to know if I was the father because, I was the last person she would be with in that way." He sniffled and the baby in the carrier shuffled around a bit. " when I was at the hospital they said she had already died and that they needed to check if I was the father or if the baby needed to be put in foster care. Turns out she was right and I'm the father." I picked up my head and he looked at me. " we get to name her Rox, you and me, we can be her parents." I look at him then to the baby. " Axel we have no room for this child, we can barely pay for ourselves how in the hell do you think we can afford a baby?" I saw concern pass in his eyes. " Rox please we can do this, I know we can just please." He had tears in his eyes again. My heart broke at the sight of Axel so broken. I already knew that him and Aerith were close, in fact when we were all in high school those too couldn't be dragged from one another. It wasn't a secret that he had slept with her many times, in fact we all knew Hell when we first started dating he slept with her three times until I caught them in the act in my own house! Axel always told me he was in love, and I always knew it wasn't with me. It had always been Aerith, in Axel's eyes I always came last when Aerith was in the picture.
" Okay" I spoke shaky I didn't know what I was getting myself into at the time. Axel smiled at me. "Thanks babe, Now we have to name her as a good first step to being parents." I looked at the sleeping babe for what seemed to be for the true first time, she had Axel's everything, I smiled as I reached to her and brushed at her small locks of brownish red. " Belle" I felt the soft skin of the baby's head and the warmth that resided there as well. " She is the Morning Belle to your eye." I looked up at Axel with a small smile. He smiled back at me before looking back at Belle. " I like it, Belle Frae" he looked at me with love in his eyes. "Thanks babe, this means more to me then anything." I stood up and started my way back to our room. " where are you going?" Axel asked with a raise of his eyebrow.
" To get dressed, We have to get formula, Diapers clothes a crib changing table whips and baby wash." I rattled off the list as I walked into our room and got clothes out for the new day even though it felt like Friday still since I didn't get any sleep. When I was done getting dressed ( I decided on wearing my checker board jacket with my red wife beater and my back tight skinny jeans and a pair of my many converse the red and black checkered ones. When I walked back into the dinning room Axel had already walked out the front door and had taken Belle with him and both were already in the crapy car we both had to share.
This was going to be a long day. I made my way out of the door shutting off lights on the way and locking the door. Walking down the narrow stairs of the shitty apartment complex, it really was no place to raise a baby and i've been a needed a reason to leave this shitty place for a while now. Belle was my way out.
:3 first chapter of my new story that I will finish! So don't worry about anything, Reviews are love, Thanks Darlings