Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia

Summary: Nobody knows about his secret relationship, not even Germany or Italy. None of them would understand it. His love is forbidden, there is no way they will ever approve it.

Pairing: Japan/?

Warnings: Possibly OOCness, something that could surprise you

I'm not sure why I wrote this, but I don't regret it X3

Everyone have a secret. Nations are no exception. They can have secrets too, especially a certain Japanese.

Japan was home alone as always. It was fine with him. That means that he can spend some time with his secret lover without having the others around. He held on to her tightly, looking into her beautiful eyes. Usually, he can get uncomfortable when it comes to physical contact but for her, he will make an exception.

Nobody knows about his secret relationship, not even Germany or Italy. None of them would understand it. His love is forbidden, there is no way they will ever approve it. How can he even explain to them that he have fallen for someone like her?

Their love was unintentional. He didn't mean for this to happen, but life tends to get unpredictable. But if you ask him if he regrets this, he'll say no. Although the other nations will disapprove this and even find it weird, he will never regret this relationship with his wonderful lover.

He let out a contented sigh as he gently stroked her long hair, while they gazed into each other's eyes, a pair of brown eyes meeting a pair of blue eyes. He gave her a small, shy smile. She smiled back at him. She was always smiling at him. She have always been there for him, it was one of the reasons he have fallen for her.

"Aishiteru." Japan whispered softly as he leaned closer to her, pressing a soft kiss on her lips. When the kiss broke, Japan smiled at her again, the blush showing clearly on his face. Although this isn't the first time with her, he was still shy to do this. But he knew that she understood him. She never judged him or said any negative thing about him, she was always kind and supportive to him.

He hugged her again. It felt so nice to hold her in his arms. It must be how Italy feels when he hugs people. They gazed into each other's eyes again. Whenever he's with her, he felt safe and content. He could even say that he was lucky to meet her. And he just know that this love will never fade away.

Deciding to see what time it is, Japan looked at his clock. "Oh my." He said quietly when he saw what time it is. He was supposed to meet Germany and Italy today. He looked back at his lover. He didn't like leaving her all alone in his house, but he have to meet his friends and he can't bring her with him. Their relationship is a secret. "I have to leave now, my dear." He told her as he got himself ready. "But don't worry, I'll be home again."

She knew that. She's used to it. He have his own life and so does she. She knew that he will return, he always did. And he knew that too, yet he can't help but keep telling her this. Maybe it was because he didn't want her to worry too much, although it wasn't necessary.

After Japan got properly dressed, he went to the shoji. When he slide the door slightly open, he turned to her with a small smile. "See you later." He told her before he left. He always hoped that she wouldn't get too lonely whenever he's out. But maybe he didn't have to worry. She is an independent girl, she can be fine on her own.

But there is one thing Japan do know: he will look forward to that time he can go home to his beloved Miku Hatsune doll.

Translation

Aishiteru - I love you (Japanese)