Chapter 1
I got out of my car and left it running. I stepped on the thick grass and I could see the house. I got to the porch and stopped I couldn't go any further I couldn't even look in the windows. I was scared that I would fill the numbness that could not bear. I touched the brass door knob and turned it. The door opens and
everything was the same. The white carpet, the grand white piano, the
spotless white couch, and the painting were
still up. I walked to the piono and rubbed my hand over it dusting
off the dust. I felt the hole in me chest increase. I walked up the
huge stare cases into the hall way and into his room.