I don't own Gravitation or the characters in it, but I do own the characters from later chapters ok.J

Summary:

Shuichi has a strange past that nobody know about not even Yuki know. When he gets a phone call he acts strange. Yuki realizes this strange behavior and thinks Shuichi is cheating on him. YukiXShu ShuXocc

Italics with (#'s) I'll explain in the end of chapter ok.

Chapter 1 phone call

Shu POV

"What the hell was that Shuichi if you don't sing this songs well before the dead line you will feel this 7mm magnum go though your skull!" K threatened me, but I didn't care. Yuki kick me out again for the fifth time this month and I didn't care if I died right now. Wait I take that back before I die I want to see her again then die. I really need to clear my head. The next thing I know I'm walking away. "Shuichi you can't just walk of during recording and get away with it!" K started shouting me with his gun, but I kept on walking.

I kept walking and the next thing I realize is that I'm the park were I met Yuki for the first time. I kept on walking until I found a playground with a swing. I loved being on the swing I had good memories with her when we were kids. She told me 'the swing makes your head clear and also feels like flying' which was very true. I realized why I had a hard time this couple of months and found some resolutions, but not all. One of them is that no one knows the real me from back then leaving in America. Everyone thinks I'm a fully Japanese, but I'm not. God I have way to many secrets and I'm scared if someone realizes this. Knowing I'm a fake. I can't stand that crap again. Nobody understands me I really cant stand being criticized like our family treated her. I watched her suffer so much, yet I didn't do anything to help her. I guess karma is going to be a pain in the ass sometime during your life.

"SHU-CHAN GUESS WHO?" some one shouted while holding me while I was swinging. I can guess who right away, but I really don't want to ruin my idol's fun so I played along.

"I don't know is it you Hiro!" I said sounding ridiculous.

"No its us Ryu-chan an Kuma-chan!" he said cheerfully and rubbing Kumaguro in my face.

"What are you doing here Sakuma-san I thought you went to New York to do that movie with K's wife?" I asked.

"Me and Kuma-chan didn't felt like doing out so we ran away, but don't tell anyone it's a secret" he answered with a mischievous smile.

"Ok I promise, but only of you wont tell anyone I'm here!" I extended my pinky finger. We shook on it. I love being with Sakuma-san because he's just so random, you won't have time to think what you have too which I'm really grateful for that now. We were playing in the swings and then on the playground. I feel like a little kid again, before that bastard ruined everything for us.

"Shu-chan what's wrong?" Sakuma asked, and I snapped out of my thoughts.

"It's nothing Sakuma-san," I said trying to look cheered up, but he wasn't fooled. I meet his eyes and he was serious too.

"Yeah there is now tell me or I'll force you back to N-G if I have too," he said in a serious tone. He grabbed my shoulders giving me no way to escape without hurting him. Man this sucks. I have to think of something fast. I got it.

"I had a fight with Yuki and I started to think about it," I said looking upset to make it believable. Man I hate lying but that what got me to were I am.

"You should really leave him and find someone new that will care for you," he said caressing my cheek. I just froze. We stayed like this for a while until my phone rang. Both of us were shocked when the tone went off. I started to reach of it until it stop to ring. I wanted to check so I can get out of this situation. I checked it was a unknown number. I guessed it was a crazy fan that got my number, but the tone wasn't the one for unknown people. I opened the phone and whoever called left a message. I opened the message and all I heard was.

(1)"Mi hermano mami died y I need you por favor come home y don't worry about him his dead too, if you don't I'll get you myself got it. If you don't want me to drag you llama me please." The message ended . I pushed away Sakuma-san and ran.

What the hell did she mean that mami died. I have to leave. Wait I should call her first. Tell her to meet me here. Now my other problem is how should I not let anyone about my past. I'll stay in a hotel when she comes and stay with her so no one will figure out. The rest of the problems will just go along with the plan.

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(1) My brother mom died and I need you please come home and don't worry about him his dead too, if you don't I'll get you myself got it. If you don't want me to drag you call me please. Some of the words are in Spanish if you were wondering ok.

Anyways this is my first fanfic but if you like it just send a review if you don't I really don't care ok. ^-^

I'll update when I finish chapter 2 and when I get at least 3 review's I promise.