ICHIGO: 15
Author's notes: Normally I make fanfics extremely angsy, but for bleach… I don't feel like adding onto the angst, because the thought of Ichigo and Rukia together makes my heart too fluttery.. Hahaha.. I'm so corny… but I don't really know how to make fanfics that aren't angsy because all of mine turn out that way.. . But I still love this coupling too much to leave it alone, so I decided to write poems for my fics towards them.
Disclaimer: I do not own bleach, bla ben bla ben bla bla… nah, actually, they belong to Tite-mangaka. Yup! All the characters, plot, everything.. .. Tite-mangaka.
Sorry,
Fifteen
By
Kuchiki Rukia
I'm
sorry I thought you looked funny
When
I saw you for the first time.
With
your furrowed brows
And
your bright orange hair,
I've
learned my lesson,
Now
and here;
Childishly
I clasped my hands
Unto
the vanity of the night.
I've
never felt so sick as I did then,
When
I engulfed you into that fight,
I'm
sorry I changed your destiny,
And
I'm sorry I changed your life.
I'm
sorry that I involved you
In
a war I knew you'd never win,
And
I'm sorry I became the trouble
By
being driven home by my kin.
I'm
sorry because of my execution date,
And
of having my respect for you
Almost
building too late.
I'm
not going to apologies though,
For
you doing what I urged you not to,
The
very thing I pleaded, what I needed,
For
you to leave alone,
I'm
not going to thank you.
I'm
not going to thank you.
I'm
sorry it took me this long though
To
see how really remarkable you were,
I'm
sorry I doubted you,
And
I'm sorry I didn't trust you,
But
sometimes that's just all you can do,
When
your mind is filled with worry,
As
you can cause it to scurry
From
back and forth unwantedly,
In
a guilt that I wish there would not be
Panicking
in my heart, you see.
Thank
you though
For
making me smile,
For
giving me hope and light,
And
for making me feel appreciated,
Wanted,
and with all my might,
I
hope you feel the same.
Maybe
then will my heat will grow tame.
EAN/
Okay, okay, I know, not 15 sorries, but 15 comes from Ichigo. Ichi
meaning one, and go meaning
five. Eheheheh, I hope this was okay.
I'll be making lots of these and adding on so, yeah….