Green paint was cracking off the walls, the wooden floor had scratches making the once shiny floor dull. In the middle of the room against the back wall was a queen size bed, with a dull blue sheet covering it. The head board was worn as was most of the furniture in the room. A crack of light seeped through a small opening in the door leading to the bathroom. The light was dry and dim, cracked tiles covered the floor, grout in-between them, keeping the fragmented pieces together. On the floor sat a girl her hair jet black flowing around her falling in tendrils around her down cast face, she cradled her arm, her knuckles were bleeding profusely, shattered mirror shards all around on top of the sink laid a small white stick with two blue lines across the tip.
Her chocolate eyes looked up, as her sensitive hearing caught the jingle of keys. She stood up she wore boy shorts and a white wife beater, and flip flops. She was nicely shaped medium sized breasts, nice hips, and a small waist. She was lean curving nicely. She stood at about five nine, full rose colored lips, a narrow nose, wide open eyes, long lashes, and porcelain skin. Overall most who saw her were stunned by her beauty. She sat down on the bed quickly wrapping her injuries, and then she pulled her knees to her body.
Then he walked in, silver hair setting around his face in light waves stopping at his shoulders, his was paler than hers but had a glow, gold eyes and peach lips, a straight nose and aristocratic features graced the sight that the girl took in with her dark caramel eyes. He was wearing a dark button up that was unbuttoned revealing his well carved upper body, and straight leg jeans with boots. Two tattoos running around his pelvic bone view of them disappearing behind the hem of his jeans. He sat at the edge of the bed.
"Rin, what happened to your hand?" he asked, anyone who saw him would think they were dying and he was their angel of death coming to get them, but he was far from an angel.
"How was the crowd tonight?" Rin asked, her lips moving under his gaze.
"Don't change the subject," he said ,his eyes were intense and she knew she would have to tell him.
"I broke the mirror, I'm sorry I was frustrated," he smiled at her his perfect pearls shining.
"The crowd was good, we earned some extra money tonight the band is taking off, Rin." he said turning towards her.
"That great, but…Sess…I'm pregnant" she said standing awaiting his reaction, terrified.
"Rin, when did you find out?" he asked a little quietly.
"This morning" Rin said.
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Rin walked around in a small diner a red skirt and white blouse on, she held a shake and walked around tiredly, she was pulling extra shifts to make some money for the apartments rent and was waiting for her sister to get off of work. Kagome went over to her .
" Hey, Rin come with me to the pharmacy" she said as they started to get out of their uniforms.
" Alright what you need to go by some pads or something?" Rin asked with a smile, she was tired and it was beginning to show, in the form of dark circles beneath her eyes.
"No, I might be pregnant" she said, nervously. Rin's eyes widened .
After changing into their jeans and sweat shirts they started the short walk to the local pharmacy. Rin watched as Kagome bought five pregnancy tests. Kagome was biting her nails, Rin held the bag as they walked up the seven flights of stairs that took them to Rin and Sesshoumaru's apartment. Rin fumbled for her keys with her fingers in her coat pocket , when she got it she shoved it in the door turning. They walked Rin threw her stuff on the kitchen table and Kagome and her went to the bathroom.
"Rin you have to take two okay. I don't want to try alone" Kagome said.
"If it makes you feel better" Rin said grabbing two of the small boxes that usually sealed someone's fate.
Rin took the timer from the small plastic bag.
"What are you going to do if you are Kagome?" Rin asked, Kagome looked at her.
"I don't know, keep it" she said, running a hand through her hair.
"I don't know what I would do, I would leave it to Sess" Rin said, grabbing Kagome's hand as the bell rang.
A loud sigh of relief came from Kagome, negative. One blue line was welcomed with joy.
Rin curiously picked up the two she had tried, both having two pink lines across them, positive.
"Kagome, I think I'm gonna go to sleep maybe you should go home" Rin said, Kagome looked at her and stood up, and walked away.
Rin's eyes watered and she punched the mirror that was over the sink, glass shattered hitting the floor with sounds of small clinks. It was in a way relaxing to her, she felt the blood seeping from her fingers, and she sunk to the floor.
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"So what are we going to do? Do you really want to bring a baby into this life?" he asked her, Rin shook her head tears falling from her eyes.
"Don't worry, I'll get rid of -" she said he turned and before she finished her sentence his lips met hers because he had seen the pain in her eyes. Rin wrapped her arms around his neck, he climbed next to her and hugged her close.
"I can deal. We'll figure something out. I promise" he said, they fell asleep. They woke up at eleven pm, they got ready to go to the small club Sesshoumaru would be playing tonight., Rin put on a pair of black knee boots with dark skinny jeans and crop top with a leather jacket, her eyes were smoky, and red lips dawned on her face tonight. Sesshoumaru had on converse with a ripped vest and a pair of ripped jeans. Rin looked like a model setting foot in a photo shoot scene, they walked together to the venue. Sesshoumaru had his arm around her shoulders, the rest of the band had set up the stage and equipment.
The club began to fill with people some from the high class society. Sesshoumaru stood behind the microphone guitars and drums began to fill the room, Rin sat at the bar her eyes never leaving Sesshoumaru as his voice began to fill the room.
We've been becoming the best of friends on nights
But only when the timing's right
You love the thrill that you've got to hide
That you've got someone like me in your
Sesshoumaru watched the man who had his eyes on Rin as he sang, he smiled deciding to change the lyrics up a bit. He had seen this man in the newspaper tons of time, he was taking over his father's company. Spider Inc. And by the looks of it he was interested in Rin.
Life was easy you had your white fence
Front porch and your wedding dress picked out
But suddenly things seem different
You've got decisions you can't get caught
Rin watched as Sesshoumaru was trying to hint something at her, his gaze was behind her, then she saw him a man, with wavy black hair in a small ponytail his eyes were rusty almost red but brown. Rin looked at him again then she grabbed his hand and pulled him to the dance floor with a smile.
When you get to the dance floor tell him I sent you
Dance slow but up the tempo of his heart
That s beating out his chest
Oh the irony of success
Rin glanced at Sesshoumaru as she tried to figure out what he was trying to do. The man's hands were on her waist as they danced. He bent his neck to smell her vanilla smelling hair, Sesshoumaru slightly glared but he pushed it aside.
You've been looking at me with half shut eyes
From across the bar on college nights
Well I'd be yours if you just would try
Sesshoumaru picked up a bottle of water during the short guitar solo he watched as the man put his hands on Rin's hips, his eyes started to burn in jealousy. Rin had a confused look on her face as his hand slipped around her waist, her eyes looking to him.
Oh, it's the constant struggle of what's familiar
Versus building new relationships
That more often than not messes with passion
Where's your passion anyway?
Rin walked away from him grabbing his hand pulling him with her to the bar, " I'm Rin" she said with a dazzling smile. "I'm Naraku" he smiled at her enjoying the feeling of his hand in hers, the beauty before him was like a goddess.
When you get to the dance floor tell him I sent you
Dance slow but up the tempo of his heart
That s beating out his chest
Oh the irony of success
Sesshoumaru's eyes followed them as he took another sip of the water in the bottle. Rin was smiling at him a smile that only he should ever see. He knew what he was doing and the slight things it would cost them both, a little compared to what they would get. Rin would become a star through this pawn.
When you get to the dance floor tell him I sent you
Dance slow but up the tempo of his heart
That s beating out his chest
Oh I'd love to take off your dress
Sesshoumaru hopped off stage and headed for the bathroom. Naraku touched Rin's hair that was flowing around her. Rin felt awkward and just let him do it.
"Rin, I'd like to take you out sometime" he said.
"I'm gonna have to see about that," she smiled at him, forced. He scribbled his number on a small napkin and gave it to her.
"I have to go home, but call me" he said. Rin nodded and walked toward the restroom where she saw Sesshoumaru his back against the wall his eyes looking at her from the side.
"What were you thinking?" Rin asked him hitting his shoulder.
"Life isn't bound by gravity," he said. "Rin he is interested in you, and he is rich" he added, wondering if she would get the point.
"So what? I don't want him I want you" Rin said to him, touching his face.
"I know that, but…we could use him, to make you big. We could get you on television, magazines, we wouldn't have to worry about money or anything" Sesshoumaru said.
"Are you crazy? I am having your baby and you want me to go off and be with some other man" Rin yelled.
"It won't be real, just until you can do something that will make us money" Sesshoumaru said.
"I don't know if I can do that its wrong" Rin said to him, he put his hands on her hips and pulled her to him tightly.
"We might have to do some things we don't think are right, to make some things better" he told her kissing her cheek.
"If this is what you think we should do, then I'll do it" Rin said, Sesshoumaru looked at her a little bit surprised that she would give in so easily.