OMGGG HARRY POTTERRRR

Hey guys, I hope you like it :D I tried to make it as dramatic as possible (loljk)

This might go on for a while so sorry if I procrastinate and forget to upload :/

PEACE LOVE HAPPINESS AND ALL THOSE FUN THINGS 3

Harry slumped onto his bed. After he buried the elder wand in the forest, he had gone back into the castle. Ron and his family were burying Fred, but Harry couldn't deal with that right now. It was his fault Fred died and he didn't want to face the whole Weasley family. All at once, he felt a rush of sorrow for Fred. For Lupin and Tonks, who left him with Teddy. For Colin Creevey and the other young Hogwarts students who fought with him and died for him. He felt sorry for Snape, too. He'd loved Lily Evans until the day he died. The pain was killing him and the tears streaming down his face didn't help at all. His heart hurt so badly, Harry tried to beat it down. He punched the wall of his old dorm and moaned softly. Burying his face in his pillow, Harry cried for everyone who'd died, just to protect him.

Finally, he calmed down enough to sit up. He took deep, calming breaths and washed his face before going down to where he knew Ron and Hermione would be. As soon as he emerged from the dorm, he saw them sitting side-by-side, staring into the fireplace. Hermione looked up and saw him. She jumped up and ran over to him. Her hug made Harry feel better, so he smiled a fraction.

"Harry, are you okay?" Harry looked at Ron. How could he be okay? He'd just killed the most hated enemy of the wizarding world but in doing so, killed innocent people. Ron looked at his face and bit his lip.

"Harry, sit down. We need to talk to you." Hermione firmly but gently sat him in the ancient chair. He looked at them dully and noticed his glasses had a crack in the lens. He took them off and pulled out his wand.

"Reparo." Hermione sighed.

"Will you just listen? Everyone who died, every single one of them, knew that there was a huge chance they would die. They knew, but they still fought. They put aside a fear of their deaths and fought for freedom. Please listen, Harry! I know they would be proud that their death were not in vain." Harry finally looked up. Ron was smiling at him, even though he'd been crying before. Hermione was looking at the window, her arms crossed.

"Come on Harry, cheer up! Please." Harry looked down, staring at the carpet until his eyes blurred with tears. Hermione came over and hugged him. Ron sat there and they cried. For at least ten minutes. Harry sniffed and dried his eyes.

"I'm sorry, Ron. He shouldn't have died." Ron looked at him.

"He always knew there was a possibility. Besides, he died happy." They were of course talking about Fred. Harry sat up and pushed his sad emotions down. The war was over! He smiled and hugged Hermione back. Then he got up.

"I'm sorry I missed the burial. Let's go downstairs." Ron sighed in relief and led him downstairs, telling him about what happened to everyone. On their way down, they met McGonagall, who surveyed Harry with a critical eye.

"Hospital wing. Now."

"But, Professor!" Harry protested, but McGonagall pushed him and Ron and Hermione down the hall.

"Just take a bit of chocolate. You'll feel better." Harry sighed.

"Ah, Harry. Come, I suppose McGonagall sent you for chocolate." Madam Pomfrey led him to a chair, near Neville and Lavender's beds. Neville grinned at them.

"I Stunned one of them! Oh, this is my grandmother." He added, when the witch at his head coughed.

"We've met." Harry felt elated; he couldn't stop grinning. Madam Pomfrey cracked a huge block of chocolate and gave him a piece large enough for a hippogryph. He broke it and gave some to Ron and Hermione. While he did so, Lavender struggled with her bed sheets, finally coming to a non-contorted position of sorts.

"We did good, huh? Although I probably would've been werewolf food by now. Thanks Hermione." Hermione smiled and leaned against the bedpost. Harry jerked up; swallowing his chocolate so fast he choked. Ron thumped his back.

"What's wrong Harry?"

"Where's Ginny?" Ron looked at him warily, but shrugged.

"No idea, she disappeared right after the funeral." Harry got up. Hermione stopped him.

"Harry, just be careful what you say. You have no idea how devastated she was when you left. And how mad she was. Be careful." Harry looked at her curiously.

"How did you know that?" Hermione smiled.

"She's one of my best friends. Besides, I caught up with her before the burial." Harry sighed.

"Well, I better go find her." He got up, but before he could leave, someone tapped his shoulder. It was Luna.

"Hi, Harry. Glad to see you alive. Don't worry about the dead. They can take care of themselves." Just hearing Luna say that made Harry grin.

"I'd better go. Bye." He left the wing, pretty sure of where Ginny would've gone. He walked through the winding passages, past Peeves who was doing a victory lap and crashing over all the pictures on the third floor. He ran down the stairs; they were still working even if half the stones were blasted into oblivion.

Coming out into the sunlight, Harry let himself get warmed up and stared down at the lake. Underneath the willow was a flash of red hair. Ginny was curled up and staring out to the lake.

"Hey." Ginny looked up. For a second, her eyes lit up, but then she looked away.

"Oh. Hello." Harry sighed and sat down next to her, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Look, Ginny. I'm really sorry. I knew everyone would try to stop us, so I couldn't even tell you." Ginny's back was rigid.

"Every moment I was away, I thought of you. I couldn't bear thinking that you might've moved on, or something might've happened to you in Hogwarts. I...I thought I lost you. I don't know what to think. I just... I missed you, the thought of seeing you kept me going through some days." Ginny shook her head. She turned her head away even more so that Harry wouldn't see her watery eyes.

"I'm sorry, Harry. I don't know what… did you really think that I would refuse to let you go? Harry, you didn't trust me, I don't think… I don't know what to think…" Harry sat there, a little stunned.

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:3 sorry I had to, to make the story more awesomeee

Don't worry it gets better :) Also if you notice change in writing style as this goes on don't worry, I started writing this two years ago so the writing will get better in a couple of chapters.