I'm here my love. I'm here. I know that you cannot see me but I can see you. At times I think that you can feel me. Can you? I'm the shiver up your spine when you're all alone and feel like you're being watched, I'm the fingers you feel on your skin when no one is there. I'm the melancholy song that flows through your mind when there is no music.
I lost you, so long ago it seems. But you're still the same, a little more subdued maybe but the same. I remember how you commented about time flying by here, with me, and not moving at all in your home.
You wanted to say something before you left, but I stopped you. It was stupid of me. I wanted to hear it, but I didn't. I knew that you had to leave, you did not belong in my world as I would not in yours. How I wish I would, you would. I could never remove you from your family, I could not make you unhappy in that way. I had to let you go, but I wish I hadn't.
The only the time we see each other now is in dreams. Those are real. I'm there with you. The little world is one that we've created; full of light, laughter, and love. It is the only place where we can touch, though I am near you all the time.
You've said that I'm powerful. I don't feel it, not when I do not possess the power to do more than watch you. I can shape the fate of my world, but yet I cannot touch you, hold you, or hear your voice. Watching you makes me feel powerless.
Hurry up and sleep my dear Umi so we can be together in dreams...