-1I walked threw the Cullen's house felling zombiefied. My heart was racing and I felt like my blood was draining from my body. I noticed that I was having problems breathing as I tried to wash the dishes from dinner. Edward he insisted that he do them but, I needed some alone time. Now I wished he was hear to comfort me, and make everything okay. I know my face had to have been paler then ever. I tried to hold the glass in my hand, but it was shaking to violently, It slipped out of my hand busting in the sink. I realized that I had stopped breathing and fell crashing to the floor.
"Bella" shouted Edward running to her. She had cut her hand on the glass in the sink, and when she hit her head it was pretty harsh. Edward ran his hand along her forehead examining her hair line. The smell of blood was intense, it had been so long,. What is wrong with you, Edward asked himself. He covered his nose, and left the room to get Carlisle.
I woke up to Alice's laughing. I was in Edwards room, lying on the bed they had bought for me, when he had Alice Kidnapped me. Alice was sitting on the edge of the bed.
"Nice to see you awake," she laughed again.
"What happened" I asked.
"You passed out," said Alice, laughter still echoed in her voice.
"Owe," I said bringing my hand up to touch the source of pain in the back of my head, but stopped when I saw my bandaged hand.
And you broke a glass cutting your hand, the cut was pretty bad. I'm beginning to think you'll be safer as a vampire, with all the damage you cause yourself."
"Why do you think this is so funny,"
"Because I know why you passed out, You are nervous about the wedding. You should of seen Edward, he was freaking out majorally, He's still afraid that someone is going to hurt you."
"Alice, I don't think that I can do this," I said, the look of mortification on my face,
"You'll be fine, now come on, the wedding is tomorrow, and you have to get ready for the rehearsal dinner."
"Alice, I mean it," I felt myself getting dizzy again, the wedding was tomorrow.
"Don't you dare pass out on me again. You'll do just fine." My breathing became labored again.
"Don't, you even think about it, or else I'll bring Edward in here," said Alice noticing how nervous I had become.
"Its just a wedding, it isn't exactly what I dreamt about." Alice's smiled dropped,
"Did I do it wrong, I thought that you would like it."
"No, Alice, I mean I never dreamed of ever getting married, at least not for a long time. It all seems so soon."
"It always, Does," said Alice felling better. A smile came across her face.
"Is she okay," asked Edward opening the door a little bit to peek his head threw.
"Yep, Carlisle patched her all up." replied Alice. Edward opened the door the rest of the way and came into the room. He sat down on the bed next me. He placed his hand on my face gently moving his thumb over my check.
"If its to soon, I understand, and we can postpone it if you wish." His voice was calming and allowed me to relax. He was my miracle and Angel. He cupped my Chin and planted a soft kiss on my forehead.
"don't make her pass out again" said Alice, noticing how the color drained from my face.
"I wouldn't dream of it." he said, not taking his golden eyes away from me. I didn't want him to go away but I really needed some time to myself.
"Edward, Alice," Can I please have a few moments to my self." My had was spinning with thoughts and I was glad that Edward couldn't hear them. I was afraid that they would hurt him. My eyes pleaded with them. A Look of worry over came them, "I'm fine," I insisted, it was true, I was fine, physically. Edward nodded and stood up he smiled at me before he left, Alice right behind them.
I stood up and walked around the room. I had basically moved into the Cullen's house, and half of my wardrobe and other belongings where here. I Picked up the blue skirt Alice had given me for graduation. It would make her happy to see me wearing it. I grabbed a white blouse and threw it on. My hair was every where and I quickly pulled a brush threw it. It still looked horrible but it would have to do. I began digging threw my jewelry looking for something to wear when I came across my a charm bracelet. There were only two charms on it, A heart, witch I had discovered was made out of pure diamond, and… It hurt me to even think about it, a wolf that was hand carved. Jacob. I knew what I had to do, and it had to be done before the dinner too night.