At this point I don't know if I'll continue this so for now it's just a oneshot, didn't actually plan on writing it, it's just what my muse hit me with as I was staring at Word trying to write another chapter for a different story.
Not really a songfic but Rascal Flatts, Words I Couldn't Say being stuck in my head, is most likely what created the idea, Hence the title.
Like I said in the description you can look at this as being either Jack/9th doctor or Jack/10 Doctor, since I don't know if I'll continue it.
I own NOTHING.
Enjoy :)
"You changed" he whispered softly.
The man standing in front of him blinked slowly in agreement
"You regenerated" he said sadly.
The man nodded slowly some what sorrowfully "Yes, I had to" he whispered.
Jack blinked slowly tears filling his vision, grief filling his soul because he knew that even though the man standing in front of him had the same memories that his friend had had, he was a completely different man, the man who used to carry those memories with him was gone.
The grief took him over, filled all his senses, tears spilled down his face choking on the pain filled emotions he whispered "He's gone" looking up at the new man standing in front of him.
The "stranger" nodded again his eyes showing sorrow, pity and maybe just a bit of regret.
Jack nodded his head slowly accepting that it was true.
"I loved him" he whispered almost inaudible.
"I know" The Time Lord answered.
Jack didn't seem to hear him "He knew" the Doctor reiterated "I knew" he corrected "He, he loved you too" he whispered "I mean, I loved you too" He said softly, confused at the use of third personage.
"Doesn't matter" Jack said regaining his voice again "Doesn't matter anymore, he's gone now"
The Doctor's mouth opened and closed as if he was going to say something but chose not to.
"Yes" he agreed whispering softly.
Jack took one last look at the new generation of the man he had loved, the man he would have done anything for, had done everything for, the man who'd changed him, made him a better person, then he nodded stiffly turned on his heel military style and walked away stiffly, wiping the tears from his eyes as he went.
Three weeks later Jack happened upon the Tardis on his way back to the hub, he walked up to the old police box look-a-like, pressing a hand to it he leaned in so that his forehead rested against the side
"What I do now? Doctor? What do I do now that you're gone? I don't get a second chance to tell you how I feel, I know that it's my fault and I can't blame anyone else for it, But what do I do now? All I can think about is what I never got the chance to tell you, Nothing even seems to matter anymore the only thing I can think of, I only thing I can see or feel or hear is that your gone and I never got the chance to say that I love you, I love you Doctor, why, Why couldn't I ever just tell you, just say that I love you" he cried leaning against the Tardis.