My second A/O. I hate sonfics, but this song has literally been stuck in my head for a month, and I had to do something with it. The song is The Spectator by The Bravery. I just fell in love with their cd and all of the songs remind me of Alex and Olivia; especially this one and Hatefuck. Go listen to the new album Stir the Blood. It's simply amazing. This was supposed to be an oneshot, but then I came up with a second chapter, then I was like "oh, fuck it" This Story relates on experiences, current emotions. I know it's not long. I am writing the new chapter as we speak.
disclaimer: I don't own jack. (What else is new?)
The Spectator.
"I am the spectator..." she whispered in to her sleeping ear. "I can see the world passing right from here…"
She moved closer, taking the brunette in her arms. Her silhouette is cast by the moonlight. The foreign light darkens her profile. Olivia can never see her face, but she knows it's her. +
It's her lover; it's her life that is now cuddling up to her. It is her blond that left so long ago. It is her sanity that breaks every time Alex whispers in her ears: "…and I was never even here at all…"
Then as easily as Alex came, she vanishes; she moves back, flies away, and never ever comes back to her.
Every night the blond backs away from her kissing her on the cheek and vanishes in to the wind. Alex was dust in the wind. Alex was there to make every night hell for Olivia.
Every night it was the same dream, always repeating and never ending. Every night Olivia wakes up in sweat, screaming and crying.
She was the one always trying to forget. Olivia is always is trying to go back to the time when she lost sleep over her victims, not her lover that has been gone for almost three years.
Since Alex has been gone, Olivia has not slept normally. No, these dreams did not start right away. They only started about four months ago.
They started when she thought she saw her. That is when all the emotions that the strong women kept deep, deep down erupted into a three-night binge-drinking affair.
No, this was not like Olivia. Olivia was the one who held Alex after a bad day at work. Olivia was the strong one who never showed any weakness at all. Olivia was the one who was +
crying every single night until the sleeping pills kicked in. Olivia was the one who was broken and could not be put back together again…
r&r? S'il vous plaît?