Vengeful Thoughts

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Disclaimer: Well crap, almost forgot this little bit. I don't own Naruto, but if I would, then we wouldn't have to deal with all these crappy filler episodes!

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Damn you, Sasuke,

Damn you to hell, you cold-hearted teme.

You knew, didn't you?

You knew how similar we were,

and yet you still chose to believe that you were alone in life.

Every single fucking time you started spouting off about being an avenger, I merely put up with it, instead of beating the shit out of you.

Why, oh, why the hell did I hold my self back?

Even now, as your words replay in my head, I want to scream at you what I know is true.

No matter how much you train, how much of your life you give up to get stronger, you will never be able to fix the wrongs from when you were a child.

Killing your brother won't fix that, though it might make you feel a little better from doing it.

I mean, hell, look at it this way, teme.

If you were to kill your brother, then you would really be finishing the bloody task your psycho brother started so long ago.

You really would be the last of the Uchiha clan.

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You always took things for granted, like the adoration that Sakura and most of the other girls in Konoha showed you. Or like the trust and sympathy of the villagers. But you threw it all away.

Fuck you, you stubborn asshole!

I worked my ass off for anything that would resemble trust among the people of Konoha, let alone any sort of affection from Sakura, and you know what?

All I got was hatred, and some of it was even because you were such a jackass.

Do you know what the villagers first did to me when I returned without you when you left for Sound?

They pelted me over and over with rocks, while accusing me of being the one to make you betray the leaf.

(Like anything I did would do that, what a joke.)

That's right.

They tried to fucking stone me.

But even that didn't hurt as much as what Sakura did then, believe it or not.

She walked out of the middle of the crowd, and right up to me.

She lifted me up by my ragged jacket collar, and smashed her fist into my face as hard as she could.

Having just nearly been killed by you, I really didn't have enough energy to block her.

Were it not for Kakashi intervening at that point, I would bet that she, as well as most of the villagers, would have attempted to finally end my life right then and there.

How does it feel, you cold-hearted son of a bitch, to know that you made someone who trusted me with her life want to end mine?

Of course, why would I even think that would affect you.

You're an avenger.

An emotionless, power hungry, traitorous, mother-fucking avenger.

And there's not a damn thing I can do, because you wouldn't fucking let me!

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I can almost take some satisfaction in knowing that you were so weak that you actually fell for that black-haired freak's words. I mean, seriously, did you really think you would get all that power for free?

I don't even give a shit whether or not he takes your body any more.

Sure, I guess I used to, when my words actually meant something to this world.

Now, because of you, I'm a missing-nin, just like you.

And you know what? It feel's really good to be one.

I'm finally free of those idiotic bastards.

Free from those I once wanted to protect.

Do you know why? Or are you still the same naïve fool you were when you left?

Not even the obaa chan could totally stop the council's will, when they wanted to punish the one who hurt the last sane Uchiha (bull-fucking-shit!)

They wanted to kill me because I fought against a traitor,

Do you see the irony in that?

And yet, I have not betrayed the people that have betrayed me.

You know as well I do that there's almost no reason against me burning Konoha to the ground.

Do you know why I don't though?

Neither do I.

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What bothers me the most right now, is why would a village exile one of their most loyal and powerful shinobi, but extend open arms to someone who ran away to become the apprentice of the one who killed the 3rd.

Does that seem fucked up to you too?

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Sasuke, would you like to know something?

I don't give a rat's ass what you do now.

I don't give two rat's ass about what I promised Sakura

Rest assured, "best friend", that when I find you.

I'll tear you to shreds.

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AN: And you thought this would have a pairing in it, lol.

I've come to believe that no matter what pairing would be in a fanfic, the villagers of Konoha would always be too full of idiotic bastards to ever trust Naruto.

I had a little inspiration for this on at least one part, to which I credit to Shadowmaster62, for his awesome fic "Never Cut Twice" (and no he has not contacted me to say that, I just love reading that fic)

Please read and review, and if this gets a good enough response, I'm thinking about adding more chapters, with other points of view. Those will be longer too, since I was kind of afraid of being too redundant with this one.