A/N: So, This my first story, its and Embry fic. Review, but please be nice to me on my first try. ~All the love, Lill

Prologue

So, what if I never came here? Sure my life would be a hell of a lot easier, but would it have been better? Fuck no. What if I decided to just not take that freezie when I was two years old? Would I still be here? My life would have been a hell of a lot easier and if I could give it back, would I? Fuck no. Damn good freezie Jake gave me. What if I never doubted when I shouldn't have? My life would have been easier, yes, but better? Another, fuck no.

My mom always told me never to linger on the 'what if's' of life, but I can't help it. She is a girl who makes you wonder. Makes you wonder why that higher power put you on this earth. Wonder if you made a life changing mistake along the way. She makes me think about life before and how much easier it would have been easier if I didn't get involved with her. But I did and now her hunter snickers and saunters off away from me… to kill her.