I lay in bed awake thinking about life, a lot has changed in the past
year, and Ian is married and now lives across the country with Melanie. Of
course this meant that smosh had to end. I wasn't too upset when it
happened, we had been doing it for years and everything comes to an
end. I was going to marry kalel, but before I got the chance to
propose she dumped me for someone else. I was glad that happened
before Ian had married Melanie, if I didn't have him I don't know how
I would have gotten over it.
Ian and I still keep in touch, we don't see each other very often since
he lives is far away now, and plane tickets are expensive, but we text
sometimes. He told me that Melanie is pregnant now, so he's going to
be a dad in July. It seems quick to me, probably because I'm still
single and living all alone. I really miss living with Ian, being
alone is so different.
I decided that I wasn't going to go to sleep anytime soon, so I went
on my computer. I opened a file that hadn't been touched in over a
year. I clicked on the first video and saw once again the first video
Ian and I had ever made together. That seemed so long ago now. I
watched some more, finishing off with Ian's video explaining how he's
engaged and smosh is ending. Once the video finished I realized I was
crying.
I never realized how much Ian meant to me, and how much I missed
doing smosh with him. I would do anything to get that back, but its
impossible now, with him being married and soon to be a father.
I lay back on my bed and remembered all the good times me and Ian had
making videos, or just goofing off. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I
realized nothing would ever be as good as that. That was the highlight
of my life and now it's over. It's all just memories.