Leah's P.O.V
I watched as you walked down the street towards herhouse. I walked outside to get the daily." Hey, Jake!" I shouted.
The way you made me feel was ridiculous, the way you smiled at me made me heart flutter like a boy missing the beats on his drum set.
"Hey Leah," you smiled walking over, I couldn't stop the smile forming on my face because you where there, right in front of me, giving me one of your panty dropping grins.
"Hey Jake." I said smiling. I thought you would walk past like always, but to my surprise you came and sat right next to me.
"Leah, we need to talk," you sighed avoiding eye contact. I was confused what did we need to discuss?
"Um sure. What's up?"
"Leah... I've heard some things and I wanted to make sure that..." you trailed of seeing my face.
This can't be happening!? I thought.
"Do you like me?" you asked, the only thought- well word swimming through my head that moment was fuck this is happening!
"What if I say I did?" I asked looking into your eyes you sighed, the smell of peppermint hitting my nose making me sigh in content.
"Well then I would say forget about me. I'm not worth it, you deserve someone better, and I would say I'm with Renesmee and I don't plan on breaking things off with her anytime soon," you responded bluntly looking into my eyes.
I held back a wince, locking eyes with your blank chocolate-brown ones.
"Well it's a good thing I don't then huh?" I say plastering a fake smile on my face, you try to search my face for something; something I'm not going to show.
"Well good, cause I didn't want to lose such a good friend like you," you chuckled standing up.
"Yeah, me to." I say watching you walk away towards her house. I sat there for a few moments maybe hours- before moving in to the house.
It was crazy how I felt so much for you, who thought of me as nothing more than a friend. Why couldn't I be more? I wasn't good enough for Samuel since he left for Emily. Now I'm not good enough for you since Renesmee is your everything.
"Forget me," your words linger in my mind, crushing my heart more, why can't I control who my heart has feelings towards? if I had control I wouldn't be crying in this dark room.
But then I fell asleep thinking your words where right, I shouldforget you. And trust me I will. I won't cry over anyone anymore, I'm sick of it.
But how could I when a thought of you crosses my mind and a smile appears? I shouldn't have fallen for you. I should've gave you a cold stare and left you to your depression.
So whose fault is to blame? I guess it's mine's, I let my heart win this time and look where its gotten me- again.
I wish I could take back loving you, but I can't you helped my heart heal from Sam, but now you've crushed it leaving no one, maybe not even myself, to fix back together.
But I promise you one thing, I'll have you panting after me, wishing you never said those words.