The first half of the story will be pre-Twilight and the other half is after Breaking Dawn.
Summary: Jaylene leaves LaPush after a misunderstanding between her and Paul leads him to do something completely unforgivable. She moves back to New York with her father and Paul becomes the volatile and bitter werewolf. But when fate decides to intervene, is their love strong enough to deserve a second chance?
Disclaimer: I don't own the Stephenie Meyers series.
GOODBYE
Paul's POV:
I turned into a cold and heartless monster. A monster who didn't deserve happiness or love when the only love I ever needed walked away from what we had.
But I couldn't blame her, no. It was my fault, it always was.
Her leaving finally made me realize how much she meant to me; but it was too late. She was gone and I didn't even know if she was ever going to come back.
She was my entire reason for living, for breathing, for walking on this god-forsaken earth. She was my angel in disguise, the only girl who saved me from myself whenever I felt the world begin to crumble at my feet. My everything…and she left.
I looked around at her once lively and cluttered room only to find the massive round space cleared of everything. The walk-in closet was left with nothing but different colored hangers and a few shirts and jeans. The mirror atop her vanity, was once usually filled with pictures, but were now bare except for a few traces of tape that were left behind.
I scouted her bathroom and nothing stayed but a hairbrush. I finally looked towards her bed to find her midnight blue silk comforters and pillows still there with a white piece of paper nestled in-between them.
Walking frantically towards the bed I took the envelope and looked at the front. Paul. It wrote in her neat handwriting.
In my hurry to open up the letter, something fell out. I looked down at the bed where the thing lay only to find the diamond encrusted promise ring I gave her, looking back at me.
Taking it in my hands, I felt the tears begin to cloud around my eyes. It was a symbol that promised her I would love her forever and never leave her. But finding the ring in my hands instead of hers, I already knew that the promise was broken.
I held the letter in my other hand, as I tried to blink away the tears threatening to fall, and began to read the letter.
Dear Paul,
How can I promise my love to you when it seems you can't return the same feelings? How could you even look me in the eyes when all along the words you've told me were lies? You lied to me Paul. And yet when I confronted you about it, you came up with no excuse, no answer and no explanations. 17 years of memories, of love, of laughs, and tears. And yet, you manage to throw it all away with a simple misunderstanding.
What you did was unforgivable, shameful, and heartbreaking. Just the thought of it is bringing tears to my eyes.
I didn't need a ring to tell me you cared and loved me; I just needed you to show it to me. Show me how much I mattered to you, show me where I stand in your world. But, that doesn't seem like it would matter anymore would it?
I love you Paul and even after all that you've put me through I sincerely mean it. You will always hold a piece of my heart and as much I don't want you to, you always will.
Maybe one day, when fate has shown us that you are worthy of any type of love that, we will find our way back to each other. But until that day has come and you finally learn to love, this is my goodbye.
Jaylene.
After seeing the tear-stained letter and her name written on the bottom, I kneeled down by her bedside, the tears spilling over.
There was nothing left to do but cry.
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