Hello and thank you for checking out my fanfic. My name is Aaliyah and this is my first story and I really really hope that it doesn't suck lol. This fanfic is a combination of a bunch of stories I have been reading. Thank you again and I hope you like it.

Steven was sitting at the counter eating his pancakes that Pearl made him. The crystal gems were talking about something gem related but Steven wasn't paying attention. He has had one question in his mind for his whole life, and today he was going to ask his family his question. He was trying to think about what he was going to say when finally he thought he was ready. Steven put down his fork with a clang so he could get the crystal gem's attention. It worked and deathly silence fell over the cozy beach house.

"What's wrong Ste-man?" Amethyst said with a laugh in her voice

Steven took a deep breath and with a shaky voice said, "I have something to ask all of you."

Everyone kept staring and Steven finally asked his question. "D..do y..you e..ever wish m..mom was here in..instead of m...me." he could barely get his question out without crying.

None of the gems were prepared for this. Not even Garnet's future vision could have predicted this. They all stood there in shock not saying a word and the silence continued until Steven broke the ice.

"Hello?" he said with tears running down his face.

"Steven where did you get that idea from? We would never trade you for her. We love you." Garnet said her voice shaking a little at the end.

"That's what you say every time." Steven said with an amount emotion they had never seen before. A sadness, an amount of hatred they had never seen from him. This was totally new. They had never seen this side of Steven. He was always so positive and happy, when he said this they could feel all of their hearts breaking for their little guy.

This startled Garnet and she asked "What?"

"You heard me. That's what you say every time we talk about mom. WELL IM OVER IT. YOU GUYS ALWAYS COMPARE HER TO ME AND IM DONE. I CAN SEE IT IN YOUR EYES WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME. YOU LOOK AT ME AND YOU TRY TO FIND ROSE, WELL IF YOU WANT HER SO BAD YOU CAN HAVE HER." Steven screamed as he ran into his room and picked up his moms sword.

Garnet saw the outcome in her head and screamed "NOO" and jumped to her feet.

The other gems were a little slow but quickly realized what was going on and they screamed too.

"Goodbye, I love you all and I'm sorry I took away your Rose, but don't worry you'll have her back soon." Steven said as he tried to drive the sword through his human body. But as he tried he realized that he couldn't move the sword. He tried to move it but realized Garnet has holding it still. Next thing he knew the sword was ripped out of his hands.

Steven didn't want to deal with or listen to the gems yell at him. So he ran, out of the house, he didn't know where he was going to go. But he did know one thing, that it was far.

Sorry the first story was so dark but please don't afraid to critic me in the comments I am so happy to be writing this and I can't wait to write more! Oh and sorry it was so short. Thank you for reading!!