Disclaimer: I do not own Phantom Of The Opera, and i dont own the Nightwish song featured in this fic!!
Author's note: This is my first fic ever, so please be nice! Its a songfic, which takes place right after Christine leaves Erik. I used the song "Forever yours" by Nightwish, because i simply love that song. Im a big Nightwish fan;)
Anyway, R&R please!!
Forever Alone
She was gone. Christine was gone. His love, his life, his angel... Gone.
Fare thee well, little broken heart
Downcast eyes, lifetime loneliness
He was alone now, alone in the darkness. For some reason, it scared him. The darkness scared him. He had never felt this way before. Darkness and shadows had always been af comforting place for him, a place for him to hide form the world that had rejected him. But now... Without Christine, the shadows around his lair seemed to be suffocating him. He huddled together on the floor, hugging himself tightly. So alone, so scared...
Whatever walks in my heart, will walk alone...
Images of Christine flashed trough his mind. She was so beautiful, so innocent. Everything he was not. No, he was a murderer. A murderer and a monster. He did not deserve her. She was to good for him. He let out a small sob. He loved her so much. He would have done everything for her, everything to make her happy. But it was not enough. She did not belong in the darkness. She did not belong with him.
Constant longing for the perfect soul
Unwashed scenery forever gone
A single tear escaped his eye, as he finally stood up and looked around. The darkness was everywhere. Mocking him, laughing at his misery and his loss. From now on, the shadows would be his only company. Never again would he see Christine, never again would he feel her sweet touch, never again would he be happy.
Whatever walks in my heart, will walk alone...
"Christine...."! He whispered her name softly to the shadows. She would never be back to brighten his life and chase the darkness away. Never.
He could literally feel his heart break in his chest, and he fell back to the floor, crying on his knees. "CHRISTINE"!!!! He screamed her name into the emptiness. The only response was his own desperate echo. In his mind, he could hear her voice. That beautiful siren song, which had seduced him, made him feel love for the very first time. But, like the song he now heard in his head, it had been an illusion. She had never loved him.
Constant longing for the perfect soul
Unwashed scenery forever gone
But he loved her. He loved her so much. And he always would. How could he forget her?? She was the only thing on his mind.
He buried his face in his hands, sobbing constantly. Though he had been ready to give up everything for her, she had left him. Left him, like everyone else. He was alone.
But it didn't matter. Nothing mattered anymore. Only Christine. His beloved Christine. His angel, his love, his life......
Whatever walks in my heart, will walk alone...
Slowly he stood up once more. Everything was so dark. He felt cold, alone. Always alone. Never to be loved. In the back of his mind, he could hear her voice. So far away, but still in his heart. He would always love her. Always. "Christine", he whispered. "My angel..."
No love left in me
No eyes to see the heaven beside me
My time is yet to come
So I'll be forever yours.....