Warning: This story contains angst.

She ran into her room and slammed the door shut. Her heart was beating so quickly, pulse racing, as tears streamed from her brown eyes down her cheeks. She flopped onto her bed, and buried her face in the pillow. She had had a terrible day at the guild.

Lucy Heartfilia saw her 2 year boyfriend, Natsu Dragneel kiss another girl, Lisanna Strauss. She believed Lisanna kissed him first until he kissed back.

Lucy always knew that this would happen sooner or later. Her heart broke when a month ago; Natsu hugged Lisanna so tight in front of the guild.

Lisanna, who was supposed to be 'dead' had finally come home.

Her muffled sobs echoed around the room, her one haven of comfort. She slowly got up; tear tracks visible on her cheeks. She stumbled across the room, to her desk drawer. Her hands fumbled through the things in there before she found it.

A razor. She picked it up, silent tears falling from her chocolate brown eyes.

She rolled up her sleeves, revealing the crisscrossing marks on her arms. She had only started cutting a week ago for she would always thought that it was Natsu who was hurting.

With the razor in her left hand, she closed her eyes and pressed down. The cut was shallow, but long. The blood seeped through, and painted her arm in rivulets of red, before dripping to the wooden floor. She drew in a deep breath, savoring the pain.

The razor was now in her right hand. Eyes still closed, blood still flowing. With steady hands, the razor cuts her skin. Small, deep cuts started appearing on her arm, making their way down to her wrists. The stained blade hovered over the vein pulsing there, while her mind was in turmoil.

Her friends. Her family. They didn't know she was suffering. They didn't know that her smile has been permanently replaced with a frown. They didn't know she cried herself to sleep at nights. They didn't know she was anorexic. They didn't know she cut.

And she couldn't stand strong for much longer.

| Two Days Later |

The guild was silent.

Nobody was laughing. They were all worried for their blonde, celestial friend. Team Natsu realized she hadn't come to guild for two days. Team Natsu decided to go to Lucy's room but everything in the room was locked. Even the window and they couldn't see through it since it was dark inside.

They banged on the door, shouted her name. There was no answer. They didn't think twice in breaking the door down. They rushed into her room.

A teenage girl was there, lying on the floor of her bedroom. A razor stained red. Her wrists were slit; she was lying in a pool of blood. A folded piece of paper was next to her body.

Her suicide note.

"What everybody said around us was true. I was always the black hole everywhere I go. And I'm sorry. I always let you down. But now you don't have to deal with me anymore, right? I know taking my own life isn't the best solution there is but it's my only way to get out. And if you're there Natsu, I just want you to know that I love you. So much, I would give up my life just for you to be happy. But you will never understand why I did this. You may think you do, but by then it's too late. I'm already gone."

After they read her note, tears started falling down their cheeks.

Natsu numbly walked towards her and crouched down and cradled her in his arms.

"No, no, no...Lucy...Lucy...LUCY" He shouted hoping that it would bring her back, but nothing.

"Luce...I'd do anything...just please come back to me..." He whispered to her. He couldn't take it. Couldn't accept that his one and only love would take her own life because of him.

But now it was too late.

She was already gone.